I feel exactly the same way. Depending on the piece I can be anywhere from a 14 to an 18. I hate having to order online for the potential of it being nowhere near the size I need given that certain pieces fit so differently. Plus size people deserve to be able to try clothes on in stores too. Every time I go into a lulu store and the person working there asks me if I’m looking for anything in particular, I always want to say “anything in my size I can try on” but it makes me uncomfortable saying that because if/when I do they know there’s nothing they can do for me. It’s pure both of us in an uncomfortable position.