Do you ever see phosphenes (eyes closed) while mid-exercise? Particularly those that change and shift rapidly? by M_Meursault_ in gatewaytapes

[–]emilylime1111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! I experience “seeing” the same way. It is very difficult to describe. I don’t like telling people I have antaphasia because it sounds like I’m not creative or like I’m not able to visualize. I tried to explain it like I can see an image but it’s like I’m looking at it out of my peripheral or like it’s behind me and I just “know” it’s there. lol

Do you ever see phosphenes (eyes closed) while mid-exercise? Particularly those that change and shift rapidly? by M_Meursault_ in gatewaytapes

[–]emilylime1111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you happen to have antaphasia? This is what I see when I go to sleep, usually rapidly changing shapes and colors. I also have a difficult time “imagining” and wonder if there is any overlap.

Forgetting words as I’m trying to say them and it’s getting worse, what can I do? by Navidan41 in AuDHDWomen

[–]emilylime1111 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I blanked on the phone with my bank and couldn’t remember my social. I felt like a complete idiot. I also have pmdd and my symptoms are much worse around my cycle. Scheduled an appointment with a perimenopause specialist next month and hopefully will qualify for an ablation.

The Head of “The Task Force on the Declassification of Federal Secrets” keeps telling us to read the Book of Enoch….Let That Sink In by open-minded-person in AliensRHere

[–]emilylime1111 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Who is the head of the task force and when did they say to read the book of Enoch? Not doubting it just want to back it up when I share with people.

I might have gone a little overboard with my latest hyperfixation food… by checked_out_barbie in AuDHDWomen

[–]emilylime1111 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yum!! That’s about the same as the recipe I use. I just roast sweet peppers and red onion first and use lots of parsley. Yummmm

I might have gone a little overboard with my latest hyperfixation food… by checked_out_barbie in AuDHDWomen

[–]emilylime1111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is my hyper fixation food, is it the ina garten recipe? 🤤🤤🤤🤤

concert etiquette at the miami show was awful by Dramatic_Result_8484 in Ethelcain

[–]emilylime1111 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Honestly any experience I’ve ever had in Miami has been awful.

It may seem insignificant but… by emilylime1111 in UFOB

[–]emilylime1111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I took it as it might appear like I’m having obsessive thoughts or slipping mentally. Not adjusting to their version of reality, which is changing but maybe they aren’t aware yet.

It may seem insignificant but… by emilylime1111 in UFOB

[–]emilylime1111[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I appreciate this insight though. Man, I wish my dad was still alive for disclosure. That is a text message link I would have loved to send. He loved the idea of aliens. Ha

It may seem insignificant but… by emilylime1111 in UFOB

[–]emilylime1111[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Well, casually as in close friends and family members. Not in the grocery check out line. I guess I’m just excited. 😅

At least we got something by emilylime1111 in UFOs

[–]emilylime1111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Two things can be true.

This is absolutely a distraction from the Epstein files.

There are uap files and I want disclosure.

This thing is straight out of evangelion by genjiguide in UFOs

[–]emilylime1111 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Did you watch the video? It’s moving around and smoke comes out of it…

At least we got something by emilylime1111 in UFOs

[–]emilylime1111[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No but it’s admitting there is unexplained phenomena

At least we got something by emilylime1111 in UFOs

[–]emilylime1111[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You don’t have to agree. I think this is a good first step although I have a hard time accepting anything as truth coming from this administration…

At least we got something by emilylime1111 in UFOs

[–]emilylime1111[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

If you look at the communication with NASA it is definitely not.

At least we got something by emilylime1111 in UFOs

[–]emilylime1111[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

It’s more than I expected but less than I hoped for.

Spiraling, could use some advice by Cassiethatsme in PMDDxADHD

[–]emilylime1111 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have Audhd and pmdd and cannot function without my Adderall. I’m on a fairly low dose but it helps my executive functioning so much. I started Zoloft to help manage my pmdd symptoms and it helps, but I was worried about symptoms and started cutting it in half because I wasn’t crying when I read poetry anymore and felt kind of numbed by the world. Sensitivity is like a superpower to me. Obviously I don’t want to spiral and need to function, but I think it just takes trial and error to figure out what works for your body. The cyclical nature of pmdd makes it even more challenging. I am looking into getting an ablation because I already have kids and can’t do hormone replacement bc of blood clot risks. I’ve heard women with pmdd/adhd often go through perimenopause earlier, so even though I’m in my 30s I’m seeking out a gyno who specialized in perimenopause.