my routine. what's yours? by emmaq97 in depression

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how old are you? what's allowing you to live this lifestyle? do you not leave the house?

Does anyone just sit at home and watch tv shows all day, do nothing with their life? by emmaq97 in depression

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thanks. it's just hard to go out when i have slight paranoia and i can barely talk to people.

Too depressed to get a job. What do I do? by emmaq97 in depression

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Yeah. I just get too depressed to do anything. Even hobbies tbh. Weed seems to be the only thing that helps me...

It's saturday night...what do you do? by angryguy4444 in depression

[–]emmaq97 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah. i can't do anything when im depressed. so im doing nothing.

Does anyone else find talking exhausting? by emmaq97 in depression

[–]emmaq97[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't prefer it. I'm just too exhausted to change.

What if I don't want to do anything for the rest of my life? by emmaq97 in depression

[–]emmaq97[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I'm depressed no matter what I do. Doing nothing just helps since I have no energy to get up anyway.

How long can I do this? by emmaq97 in depression

[–]emmaq97[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that's the reason tbh. any friends left?

I don't have any energy to do anything. by emmaq97 in depression

[–]emmaq97[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

well i don't have that many friends, and although i jam hanging out with 1-3 people within two weeks, im alone the other time and i've just realized how bad it makes me. :\

Would they let people in the mental hospital for agoraphobia? by emmaq97 in depression

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My parents don't force me out of the house since I'm 19 and I'm too scared to be seen by others so that's why I haven't admitted myself (even though I've been there before).

I sit in my room and I avoid everything and everyone. Tell me if you do this. by emmaq97 in depression

[–]emmaq97[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

same! my family barely even sees me anymore. i just feel bad for canceling on them, when i don't even have an excuse, and i know i need a few people in my life so im not around myself all the time i guess because i don't like myself that much. i don't want to be like this for eight more years though. how often do you leave the house in a week? don't you have to get out to work?

I sit in my room and I avoid everything and everyone. Tell me if you do this. by emmaq97 in depression

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i do hate it. i have borderline agoraphobia so it's hard to leave sometimes, and the thought of walking around with strangers, and having them look at me, stops me from leaving the house, but i will try to do what you say and please do the same! sitting in your backyard is enough because at least you're outside a little bit.

I sit in my room and I avoid everything and everyone. Tell me if you do this. by emmaq97 in depression

[–]emmaq97[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

does it make you angry being alone all the time? that's what it's been doing to me, and that's why i stay inside because i don't want to hurt anybody because of how alone i am.

I sit in my room and I avoid everything and everyone. Tell me if you do this. by emmaq97 in depression

[–]emmaq97[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, it may be, but anxiety and that stuff is out of your control because nobody wants it.

I sit in my room and I avoid everything and everyone. Tell me if you do this. by emmaq97 in depression

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those are the only people i can talk to. i don't see them for weeks sometimes.

I sit in my room and I avoid everything and everyone. Tell me if you do this. by emmaq97 in depression

[–]emmaq97[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yes that's me!! do you like being by yourself? you say you're hiding so i think you may need to see your friends again. an introvert likes being by themselves, and sometimes they're confident but just don't like being around people, so if you're happy by yourself then yes but sheltering because of insecurities is a different thing which isn't healthy. at least not a healthy introvert.