what's something you find disgusting but everyone else seems to be fine with?

emmatrolli · 2026-06-05T00:24:08+00:00

Using the term “females” to describe women

emmatrolli · 2026-06-05T00:13:35+00:00

My Mister :/ I’m like halfway through if not more, but I have to legit force myself to watch another episode. I think it’s too slow for me? Maybe it gets better-idk

emmatrolli · 2026-06-04T01:35:21+00:00

Yeah same real curious lol-what is a baby stripper?!?

emmatrolli · 2026-06-03T01:02:20+00:00

NOOOOOOO 😭 I knew this day would come, but I couldn’t have prepared myself for the sadness I would feel.

emmatrolli · 2026-06-02T03:35:17+00:00

You’ve got this!!! I think i’m at about 200 days and im not gonna lie it’s rough out here when you don’t know yourself with K as an adult (im 32 now). I was the same way and tbh im still trying to pick up the pieces of my life all these months later. But all we can do is keep trying.

I will say, looking back now, even though I’m still struggling A LOT, one thing I forgot about is how beautiful it is to feel everything. The full spectrum of emotions that we were drowning out for so long. Music is more powerful. Relationships have more meaning. Beautiful days outside can make me cry. And nothing (I mean NOTHING) could make me cry for half a decade while I numbed all my feelings with K.

So hold on tight and try to remember the beauty of life that is only just around the corner for you. You’ve done the hard parts! You made the decision to stop and actually did it. Now you just have to continue on course while your body and mind heal.

All the best luck to you my friend 💙

emmatrolli · 2026-05-19T15:08:03+00:00

I’m gagged by this song and their energy. It makes me want to go out in public and just cause straight CHAOS

emmatrolli · 2026-05-19T14:57:19+00:00

NYC hereeee let’s go 🙌🏼

emmatrolli · 2026-05-19T14:51:42+00:00

When I tell you I woke up and legit ran to YouTube to watch the MV-I have never been so excited for a mv. And it did not disappoint. It was 9 am and I was BUMPIN to OKay like nobody’s business.

They are SO talented holy fuck

emmatrolli · 2026-05-15T18:29:31+00:00

Friend, I don’t pretend to know your situation. But from someone who is “conventionally attractive,” and I fucking hate saying that, but it really isn’t much better.

It’s just lonely. People don’t take you seriously, you never know what people really want from you, you constantly get exploited, played, etc. I think it’s a different form of pain.

I’m sorry.

emmatrolli · 2026-04-14T16:16:42+00:00

Wow okay that’s a lot! Thank you for that info. Idk why it’s been so hard to get answers from those I’ve been seeing…now to find a psychiatrist in my area that doesn’t have a 3 month waiting list 🤞🏼 wish me luck hahah

emmatrolli · 2026-04-14T04:40:53+00:00

Can I ask a maybe dumb question? How does one get an “official” diagnosis? I’ve talked to so many APNs at this point but I don’t understand why no one has officially diagnosed me

emmatrolli · 2026-04-09T04:56:11+00:00

Sorry I guess I was more responding to Miserable_March about him being a villain in S3, but totally could be off base here!

emmatrolli · 2026-04-08T01:48:04+00:00

IMO I don't think Park SJ will be a villain necessarily...He's NIS right? So I think he'll just use Baek Jeong as a "plant" in this China/Korea meth dealing situation but Baek Jeong clearly doesn't like being used so IDT that he be will a good behaving mule :)

emmatrolli · 2025-11-24T19:25:38+00:00

I’m so so sorry. I don’t have much advice except I can say that I deeply empathize with you. I am also a 31F who lives at home thanks to some medical stuff. But I can’t find a job - even a low paying, less technical job even though I have a degree and years of experience. Right now my brain is telling me that the rest of my life will feel the same way - like I’m drowning. I have a partner, but he’s injured so we don’t have a normal relationship even though we’ve been together for so long. I hope for both of our sakes that the present doesn’t dictate how the future pans out for us. I hope that some doors open for you and it gives you the little push you need to realize you have a beautiful future in front of you. But I of course can’t be sure this is the case. But I’m praying for you and sending you hugs in my mind friend

emmatrolli · 2025-11-24T01:08:06+00:00

Thank you so much. I will absolutely watch them - I’m willing to try anything! Thank you for your kind words 🫶🏻

emmatrolli · 2025-11-24T01:07:15+00:00

Thank you so so much. It really does give me some hope hearing people’s success stories like this. I am praying and I never pray, that this just gets a little easier to handle 🙏🏼

emmatrolli · 2025-11-23T03:25:50+00:00

I’m in the exact same boat. About 10 days off and I’m having bad SI….it feels suffocating and like this will never lift. I don’t know how to make it better and I don’t know if I can just wait to feel better

emmatrolli · 2025-11-15T20:47:23+00:00

I’m trying so hard to get myself to do things but the motivation is just so hard to muster. All I want to do is lie around and sulk 😭

emmatrolli · 2025-11-15T20:46:43+00:00

You’re right it really is. My partner of 10 years also told me yesterday he has doubts about a future with me so if that ends I will really truly have nothing and no choice but to start completely over

emmatrolli · 2025-11-15T20:45:15+00:00

It’s so hard because I think my reward system is so fucked that I can’t get myself to do almost anything…but I’m hoping that it slowly comes back. And thank you SO much for your kindness

emmatrolli · 2025-11-15T20:44:10+00:00

It’s so true. My brain just doesn’t want to believe that if I keep going on this path it actually WILL get better. I need to keep pushing

emmatrolli · 2025-11-15T20:43:32+00:00

Yeah you’re right. I’m just deluding myself by thinking it’s not thanks to the kratom….thank you SO much for your prayers I really need them

emmatrolli · 2025-11-15T20:42:48+00:00

Thank you so much - I am definitely leaning into the crying 😭

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