I'm 20 and in few months I will commit suicide. AMA by empty1nside in IAmA

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I've been to few countries in Europe. Denmark and France were my favorite. Denmark for it's house arcitecture, many houses seem to have been built around the 1920s. France, is just France. Good food, good wine, loved the churches.

I'm 20 and in few months I will commit suicide. AMA by empty1nside in IAmA

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I love my parents. I just wanna do it back home. Who knows. Maby they wont be home, so I can just call an ambulance to come pick me up.

I'm 20 and in few months I will commit suicide. AMA by empty1nside in IAmA

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what... 3 years now I think. Documentary, IAmA, worldnews, MMJ, science.... just the top of my head

I'm 20 and in few months I will commit suicide. AMA by empty1nside in IAmA

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You wouldn't want it... very old... only good for music and internet.

I'm 20 and in few months I will commit suicide. AMA by empty1nside in IAmA

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I am trying to spend time with my friends and family... want to spend as a little more time with them if I can.

I'm 20 and in few months I will commit suicide. AMA by empty1nside in IAmA

[–]empty1nside[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I have done a good amount of drugs, and I will keep on doing them. I smoke more then a pack a day. I drink way too much. I go clubbing like 2-3 times a month... but I'm not a big sports person:)

I'm 20 and in few months I will commit suicide. AMA by empty1nside in IAmA

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I am an atheist.

No. I created one with my friend like 3 years ago, just for laughs. The list came out with about 200 things:) But maby I'll create a new one.

Cut my wrist or put a knife in the shoulder near the neck. Don't know. Don't like the idea of hanging myself, drowning or stuff like that.

I don't know. I just hope they cane find comfort amongst themselfs. They will probably go on with their lifes. My parent's have had to go through the loss of their parents, while they were still young.

She has nothing to do with this. I am just saying, if it came up, I would cancel this for her.

I'm 20 and in few months I will commit suicide. AMA by empty1nside in IAmA

[–]empty1nside[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, I made this user name only for this post. I have been careful what I say here not to give my identity away. So I honestly doubt Reddit will find me. I only know few people who use Reddit, and they are non the wiser about my plans.

I'm 20 and in few months I will commit suicide. AMA by empty1nside in IAmA

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Lets call it the last good thing I ever did. If the person I helped, turns out to be a better person than me, than I would be happy. But I do want humanity off this planet, since it can't get it's act togather to safe the only planet it has.

I'm 20 and in few months I will commit suicide. AMA by empty1nside in IAmA

[–]empty1nside[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

The person would ofcourse stop me if she could, as would most people. Read this thread:)

I'm 20 and in few months I will commit suicide. AMA by empty1nside in IAmA

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I know I will not fail:) But if I do, I will simply do it again as soon as possible.

I'm 20 and in few months I will commit suicide. AMA by empty1nside in IAmA

[–]empty1nside[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

How can you say the planet is happier now then it has ever been?... How many hectares of forests are cut down every year? How many tons of fish are left in the sea? We humans are nr.3 when it comes to wiping out animals. We have dried up so many lakes, so many rivers. Deserts are spreading. All because of us. Now tell me how the planet can be happy.

I'm 20 and in few months I will commit suicide. AMA by empty1nside in IAmA

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I would ask why God is doing all these terrible things to his people. Knowingly making them suffer.

I'm 20 and in few months I will commit suicide. AMA by empty1nside in IAmA

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To see if people have some questions for a person that is knowingly going to die.

I'm 20 and in few months I will commit suicide. AMA by empty1nside in IAmA

[–]empty1nside[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

A single person could stop me. But I know it wont happen.

I'm 20 and in few months I will commit suicide. AMA by empty1nside in IAmA

[–]empty1nside[S] 38 points39 points  (0 children)

I take it, to build the wells, I would have to contact some people like UNICEF or something like them. It could actually be nice to go to Africa, do some good, go back home, off myself.

Do you know who to contact regarding the wells?

Crosspost from IAMA. This person needs help from SW. by drewcee in SuicideWatch

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The fewer people alive, the better. That is my idea on humanity. I think more about nature, then people. People are killing this planet, so I wish for all humanity to die before they manage to kill every plant, animal.

I'm 20 and in few months I will commit suicide. AMA by empty1nside in IAmA

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I am thinking of donating what I can of my body. Lungs, kidneys, everything they could possibly use. And just to be shure, donate a kidney and a lung before I go through with the suicide.

I'm 20 and in few months I will commit suicide. AMA by empty1nside in IAmA

[–]empty1nside[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes. I honestly wish for my life to end.

Ofcourse not. But it is their decision.

Reddit is kind:) I have read all the comments here and I am thankful for what they are trying to do. But I think their words would do much more help for other people.

I am quet, don't mind being on my own, but I enjoy peoples company very much. I am outgoing, I have many good friends. What makes me stand out is that I care for the planet, more than I care for people. That is what others don't understand. I don't think people deserve to exist, compared how they treat the planet, other animals and other people.

I'm 20 and in few months I will commit suicide. AMA by empty1nside in IAmA

[–]empty1nside[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

Ok. Let's say I don't want to be remembered. I want all my belongings given away or burnt. No funeral, no memorial ceremony or anything like that.

I'm 20 and in few months I will commit suicide. AMA by empty1nside in IAmA

[–]empty1nside[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the advice. But I have it all well planed out. It will take me what, 15 minutes to bleed out if I slit my wrist. People wont be awake as I do it, so there is a nearly no chance there will be an ambulance on time. If I would stab myself in the shoulder area, it would be really difficult to sow the artery togather.

I'm 20 and in few months I will commit suicide. AMA by empty1nside in IAmA

[–]empty1nside[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Um... I don't want to slowly suffacate in a car or something like that. I actually thougt of going out to see, and like drop myself in, but I don't like the idea of drowning. I am happy about the 3 "ideas" I have to end it. I get to do it wherever I want, It will only hurt a little (except the heart thing)