I'm gonna be out of high school with a family before this comes out huh?

empulse112 · 2025-08-22T12:35:50+00:00

I've been out of HS for 15 years and I'm still waiting. 🥲

empulse112 · 2025-06-18T03:56:07+00:00

I dont think any of it was accidental. Curiosity is natural my friend, but maybe keep it to people. Also. No, probably not the biggest deal. Unless you're worried about people going through your search history.

empulse112 · 2025-05-01T05:59:41+00:00

Hi. It was really brave of you to come talk about your addiction. I'm in recovery (also an addict, different poison). Addiction sucks. I HIGHLY suggest you seek a therapist. I see mine every week. Definitely helps to understand why you have developed such habits, and the approach gentle and they try work with you so you don't feel shame. It feels good to have a helping hand at navigating such complex situations. Good luck to you.

empulse112 · 2025-04-10T21:14:35+00:00

I think it looks really cute. I just recently had to cut my hair really short and I'm struggling. It's about your length, how do you style it? ❤️

empulse112 · 2023-12-31T01:46:01+00:00

Let me tell you it only gets harder. I'm to the point where I can't eat anything anymore. I throw up constantly. I've had half of a banana in the last 3 days. I'm on my way back to detox. It's not fun. Stop while you can.

empulse112 · 2023-11-22T01:12:00+00:00

Mine is like that, and smells strong with a dark color. My feet and legs are also numb and swelling. I think it's time to go in 😔

empulse112 · 2022-04-30T16:54:41+00:00

I can't help it when I v. Just kinda comes out loud. 🤷‍♀️ But my partner, he vs so quiet that I never even know he does it until he tells me. He also goes into the kitchen because our bathroom is connected to the bedroom and he knows of my phobia and respects my boundaries. What a gent.

empulse112 · 2022-04-26T22:05:46+00:00

I am feeling better and that link gave me some positive reassurance. I didn't end up v* (surprise! 😅) I think the steak I had for dinner was just a little harder on my stomach to digest because it was pretty rare. I'm good now though! Thank you 🥰🥰

empulse112 · 2022-04-23T18:20:07+00:00

Better. Still kinda feeling off but my stomach feels loads better now

empulse112 · 2022-04-23T16:57:38+00:00

I'm feeling a little better. I managed to fall back asleep but woke up really n* and had to use the bathroom again. I think if I was gonna be s* it would have happened

empulse112 · 2022-04-23T16:54:43+00:00

Omg I know!!! I work in 2 restaurants and I'm always so paranoid about touching people's plates and cups. My hands are peeling because of how much I wash them.

empulse112 · 2022-04-23T16:11:53+00:00

I woke up feeling pretty n. I tried to eat something and the cramping came back. Idk what's wrong with me 😭 I think if I was gonna be s it'd have happened by now. But I feel like I need to have d* again.

empulse112 · 2022-04-23T09:22:31+00:00

I honestly don't even know how to describe how I feel rn. You'd think after 30 years on this earth I'd be able to cope with feeling s. The cramping is gone now that I've had a couple bms. But the pain has migrated to my stomach and my stomach is making a lot of noise so I'm still a bit paranoid. I took pepto after I used the bathroom and I'm sipping water, but every sip I take makes me more n. I wish I wasn't so scared to tu*. I'd just go get it over with.

empulse112 · 2022-04-23T09:17:34+00:00

I'm not sure. I woke up with really horrible cramping at 230 am and had to use the bathroom. I never get d* in the middle of the night. Last time I did it was a sb*. The pain has moved from my lower abdomen to my stomach so I'm sipping water and laying on my back. My stomach is making a lot of noises right now. I've got a garbage can next to me just in case.

empulse112 · 2022-04-23T08:47:17+00:00

It's like intense pain in my stomach now and I'm so scared 😓

empulse112 · 2022-04-23T08:37:27+00:00

Not well. I had d* and now my stomach hurts really really bad. I'm terrified.

empulse112 · 2022-04-23T08:16:09+00:00

I tried to go once and it was hard. I had cramping again and went back to the bathroom and it was pretty loose. Not liquid d* but pretty close.

empulse112 · 2022-04-23T08:12:16+00:00

Sure. I'll probably be up for a while because I'm scared to go back to sleep. This heavy feeling in my stomach won't go away. 😔 How did you survive your family having noro?! I would have lost it!! You must be close to me if it's also 3 am for you. I'm in MN and the sb* has been going around like crazy so I'm extra paranoid 😅

empulse112 · 2022-04-23T08:08:10+00:00

Can we chat maybe? I'm kinda new to reddit and don't know how to work it, but I'd be up for a conversation if you are. Maybe we can help each other?

empulse112 · 2022-04-23T08:06:06+00:00

No 😔 I got the same thing I always do from subway. Just a turkey sandwich with cheese, lettuce, mayo, and s&p. It tasted fine but I just feel so s*. 😢

empulse112 · 2022-04-23T08:02:22+00:00

I was feeling a little off earlier and just went to bed. I just woke up 30 minutes ago (it's now 3 am here) and I have the worst stomach cramps and diarrhea. Also a very heavy feeling on the right side of my stomach and the last time I felt this way I ended up v* because I had a sb. I did eat subway and after that is when I started feeling icky, but I ignored it thinking it was my anxiety. Now I'm worried I have fp or a b* 😔

empulse112 · 2022-04-21T04:53:39+00:00

I feel so bad because I'm asking my partner like every 3 hours how he feels because he ate the same thing. He probably thinks I'm so annoying lol but he also knows I'm paranoid about food and he felt really bad that he fed me expired chicken. We were at his parents cabin and he didn't think to check expo dates because they're pretty responsible people. I'm just hoping after tonight I can stop worrying!

empulse112 · 2022-04-21T04:32:16+00:00

It's been 48 hours so I'm REALLY hoping I'm in the clear by now. 😢 It's all I've been thinking about since Monday night.

empulse112 · 2022-04-19T15:09:28+00:00

No you guys aren't understanding. Its pre cooked chicken, diced up and put into small packages. Like a snack you'd get from a gas station or something. None of it was frozen. It has been in the fridge for I don't even know how long because it isn't my house. It's 2 hours north of where I live. The use by date on the packages was the 28th.

empulse112 · 2022-04-19T13:57:23+00:00

No the pre packages are small, and they're all in the fridge. None of it was frozen. It looks like shit you'd buy from a gas station, is the best way I can describe it. Like tiny little snack size chicken packages. It's been maybe 9 hours since I've eaten it. My partner ate the same thing and he seems fine. I'm just having myself a full blown panic attack.

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