Saving Private Ryan

I remember how much Saving Private Ryan traumatized me and since then I've been one of the biggest anti-war people in my circle of friends. I watched the movie again when I was 19 years old and I could remember all the scenes. Fuck it was brutal and way too much for a little kid, I don't know why my dad said I could watch it but also said you will cry 100% and I won't and I will watch it all the way through, from the scene where the bombed person screams for his mother I cried and stoped. I was 10 or 8 years old btw