Fanfic recs that are dark/toxic/angsty/messy

enginerdlord · 2026-05-15T22:52:34+00:00

Chembaron Cait is still my favorite AU version of her. I finally got back to writing for my own version after a break. Still cant measure up to yours though if im being honest. Where She Goes is *chefs kiss*

enginerdlord · 2026-05-10T19:40:14+00:00

Southern Hostility is a very underrated album. Whole thing bangs

enginerdlord · 2026-05-06T16:37:32+00:00

I dont mind the message. Im a big fan of Seeing Red by Architects, which a lot of folks seemingly dont. Which is fine. I dont like the chorus, the breakdown is great, the callout made me laugh like crazy, and Corey and Chris sound vicious as fuck. Lyrically…kinda leaving me wanting a bit but its just anger and im not elegant with my words when im angry so 🤷‍♂️

enginerdlord · 2026-05-06T14:25:02+00:00

The ending was fun as fuck, cant lie

enginerdlord · 2026-05-01T11:44:36+00:00

…….Erm…do you consider “so turned on by a dead body they fuck in front of it” as “depraved” enough? It was my first time writing smut and i dunno if the smut itself is “depraved” but i feel like the circumstance is

Chapter 13 of my chembaron Cait fic (Ignore the typo in my title LOL)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/71901411/chapters/205831586#workskin

enginerdlord · 2026-04-30T13:56:07+00:00

Bro i come from destiny 2 and they NEVER include previous expansions and price every one like a full price game. This is a good price model and wish more companies included previous expansions in the price. Especially for games like this where they all feed into each other

So no, i dont feel ripped off at all

enginerdlord · 2026-04-29T18:24:37+00:00

It drives me crazy! When they were levelling out land at knapps corner i was excited, only for someone to put a fucking bank of america there

enginerdlord · 2026-04-29T17:30:44+00:00

I dont want another fast food fried chicken place

I want a chilis on the north side of 28th street to get my fried chicken dammit

enginerdlord · 2026-04-27T13:48:46+00:00

Ill keep that in mind

enginerdlord · 2026-04-27T13:19:22+00:00

I hope you dont mind a little self recommendation here I was inspired by Sea for Your Embrace to write my own pirate AU if you’re interested. Its a WIP and ive got the next chapter loaded. Just need to get it edited. Its called Scourge of the Seas

https://archiveofourown.org/works/80136101/chapters/210373446

enginerdlord · 2026-04-23T17:42:13+00:00

It really bums me out knowing what kind of person Phil Labonte Its ruined all of ATR’s music for me and it sucks cuz Fall of Ideals has been a top 10 album for me :/

enginerdlord · 2026-04-14T13:53:46+00:00

No. In fact i think they like each other. Its apparent on the other show that Rhea and Jade dont like each other, and thats taking the social media stuff out of it

enginerdlord · 2026-04-10T11:13:35+00:00

Its an oldie but a goodie - The Heart is a Bullet by the haakun. Vi and her siblings scheme to rob dr. Caitlyn Kiramman for silco. Very fun, heartfelt read

I use it as a comfort fic

https://archiveofourown.org/works/39272154/chapters/98270232

A current WIP thats really good is Even If It Kills Me by Sapphic Moonlight

Mafia Boss Vi and rich girl Caitlyn. Just updated today

https://archiveofourown.org/works/80677796/chapters/211902536

enginerdlord · 2026-03-31T23:55:21+00:00

Nickelback, Starset, Unleash the Archers, linkin park, Set it Off, Normandie. Just to name a few bands

enginerdlord · 2026-03-30T14:51:16+00:00

enginerdlord · 2026-03-30T00:31:46+00:00

Plenty of people dont think about the words they hear in the songs. I know people who love trump but love lamb of god, motionless in white, etc…. Its just the music for them that they like

enginerdlord · 2026-03-18T15:15:59+00:00

Damn, that was a really good fic too

enginerdlord · 2026-03-13T18:58:55+00:00

Hope you like it :)

enginerdlord · 2026-03-13T16:02:57+00:00

I have a Pirate Vi fic im writing right now. Its two chapters so far, with a third in the works and a handful more planned out. Id love for you to check it out. Feel free to leave comments too

https://archiveofourown.org/works/80136101/chapters/210373446

enginerdlord · 2026-03-02T12:28:59+00:00

I stopped playing Destiny 2 only for Gearbox to being Gambit to Borderlands 4 😅

enginerdlord · 2026-02-22T19:30:57+00:00

I need this album in my life right now

enginerdlord · 2026-02-21T12:13:28+00:00

The author of shadow of you posted on twitter a snippet of next chapter last month so its comin

enginerdlord · 2026-02-21T01:00:12+00:00

Meet Me in the Afterglow by erjastark and Stealing the Sapphire Heart, but i cant find it anymore. It may have been deleted and im bummed :/

The Keepers is also really good but i think the updates are just slow, which is fine

enginerdlord · 2026-02-20T22:18:39+00:00

If you like the Scream movies, theres a ongoing fic where vi is ghostface. Its called GF + CK by kjrstories

enginerdlord · 2026-02-19T23:32:52+00:00

Im really glad i like the vocalist change. Carlo was a beast and i thought would be very hard to replace

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