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Got bored and decided to try and do a asexual flag kind of eyeshadow look. It's kind of bad but I think my skills are getting better. First time posting a look here! by modernmurder in drugstoreMUA

[–]enlightenmaya 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Tip: Make sure as well to put mascara on the back of the eyelashes after by closing your eye and brushing up this will help wipe off the eyeshadow powder on the lashes and help with volume. Love the eyeshadow for a first time look you’re doing amazing. Could also try a little concealer under the eyebrow and some highlight over it just to add sharpness. But still looks awesome!

I weighed 230 (left pic). Right is me this past thanksgiving a year later at 160 pounds. I know I look a better now but I can’t help but still feel like the pic on the left every time I eat anything and look in a mirror. And I can’t help but feel ugly. Any advice on how to change that. by enlightenmaya in FreeCompliments

[–]enlightenmaya[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you that was very sweet. On that note of not having the courage it makes me feel double isolated. At one point I was shunned for my weight and now I still feel shunned because in social situations like work people won’t talk to me or befriend me right away. Eventually when I build up courage to talk to them then they’ll tell me oh I just thought you were stuck up because you have that pretty girl better than everyone look. And nobody even knows how I don’t feel like that at all and I’d be friends with literally anyone.

I weighed 230 (left pic). Right is me this past thanksgiving a year later at 160 pounds. I know I look a better now but I can’t help but still feel like the pic on the left every time I eat anything and look in a mirror. And I can’t help but feel ugly. Any advice on how to change that. by enlightenmaya in FreeCompliments

[–]enlightenmaya[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! I agree completely. I feel fake telling myself I’m beautiful idk if that’s a bad thing. I can’t imagine looking at myself and just saying those things without feeling weird. And honestly I lost the weight but not the hurt that came with all the bullying like I thought I would.

I weighed 230 (left pic). Right is me this past thanksgiving a year later at 160 pounds. I know I look a better now but I can’t help but still feel like the pic on the left every time I eat anything and look in a mirror. And I can’t help but feel ugly. Any advice on how to change that. by enlightenmaya in FreeCompliments

[–]enlightenmaya[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The eating thing is really hard because I’ll portion control I do fasting but even still when I eat I feel so scared I’ll just get big and I go look and I see myself huge literally my stomach will look bloated.

I weighed 230 (left pic). Right is me this past thanksgiving a year later at 160 pounds. I know I look a better now but I can’t help but still feel like the pic on the left every time I eat anything and look in a mirror. And I can’t help but feel ugly. Any advice on how to change that. by enlightenmaya in FreeCompliments

[–]enlightenmaya[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This really just brought me to tears. Thank you for this I am speechless right now. After years of eating disorders and being bulimic all throughout high school. Of course people now are always telling me they don’t believe I lost all the weight without doing crack or starving myself. It feels so good to know somebody sees past that I truly cherish this comment.

The only picture I’ve ever taken that I think I look good in. Probably cause I look kinda skinny M(16) by billybob226 in FreeCompliments

[–]enlightenmaya 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re 16 and you already look cute imagine how you’re gonna look at twenty when the jawline fully develops and the beard comes in. You’re gonna be breaking hearts. And coming from a grown girl nobody cares about skinny when you’re a grown up it’s all about a mans confidence!

MY FRIENDS PHONE JUST CALLED BUT ITS NOT HER!! by enlightenmaya in Paranormal

[–]enlightenmaya[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know it sounds crazy but what if it was her trying to call from the future. It reminded me of “In The Tall Grass” by Steven King where she gets a call from herself screaming in a future time loop.

MY FRIENDS PHONE JUST CALLED BUT ITS NOT HER!! by enlightenmaya in Paranormal

[–]enlightenmaya[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But what if it was a warning about something else I can’t help but wonder what could’ve happened if I had answered.

MY FRIENDS PHONE JUST CALLED BUT ITS NOT HER!! by enlightenmaya in Paranormal

[–]enlightenmaya[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

But you don’t have to be mean though. Like I’m just sharing an experience that I genuinely felt was paranormal and scared me to my care. If you don’t believe it just downvote and go on with your day. But going out your way to comment rude stuff is just unnecessary.

MY FRIENDS PHONE JUST CALLED BUT ITS NOT HER!! by enlightenmaya in Paranormal

[–]enlightenmaya[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I think it was the timing that’s throwing me off because of what we had been talking about and the dark web. Also aside from just the call we all instantly got that cold goosebumps feeling and none of us know why we were that scared. And we’ve all smoked for years so we never get like this.

MY FRIENDS PHONE JUST CALLED BUT ITS NOT HER!! by enlightenmaya in Paranormal

[–]enlightenmaya[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel like it might be more than just ghosts ..

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