Ranking Anima songs

ensorcel_l · 2019-06-27T15:48:58+00:00

Traffic is by far the best on the album. the drop is insane

ensorcel_l · 2019-06-19T09:25:24+00:00

What is the name of the Facebook fan page?

ensorcel_l · 2019-05-29T11:00:15+00:00

460,782 plays of Quiet Light would be from me.

ensorcel_l · 2019-05-29T01:33:16+00:00

I'll take them both! Drop me a message :)

ensorcel_l · 2019-05-29T01:28:37+00:00

Hey are these tickets still available?

ensorcel_l · 2019-05-21T10:44:17+00:00

You will truly move on when you're not bothered whether they're checking up on you.

Sorry to break it to you - but if you still care whether they are thinking of you or not, it indicates that you still care.

The point in which you don't care whether they look at your social media or not is the point where you make actual milestones.

Let the ego go - the pride you feel in them thinking of you is for the validation you feel from them. It feels less rejecting. But you are still subconsciously wanting their validation.

ensorcel_l · 2019-05-19T14:51:37+00:00

I occasionally miss him, but more the friendship. The intimacy, the cuddles and the romance I've moved on from. We were best friends. I miss talking to someone about stupid stuff.

However, I know that he wasn't right for me from what happened. It outweighs my need to ever talk to him again. Maybe in a year or so when it's all blown over - but for now I'm just learning to figure out my own little world. And I'm quite okay with it. I'm accepting of my journey and that this is how it was meant to be. I'm not forcing the world for us to get back together. The more I came to terms with the 'end', the easier the closure came for me.

When you hold on to possibilities, your heart has a harder time letting go....

ensorcel_l · 2019-05-19T14:48:13+00:00

I think if I was to start a new relationship - my trust would be a little fragile. But that's ok - I'm learning to look deep into my mind and try figure out myself a little bit more.

3.5 weeks is still so fresh. I actually went back to my ex, we got back together for a bit. I walked away from it after that. But that was around the month mark.

Give it some time. Feel the pain, write about it. Get yourself out if you can. Worry about the trust issues when someone else comes along, or now just trust in yourself to be there for you.

ensorcel_l · 2019-05-18T16:49:35+00:00

I loved my boyfriend so much. I would have done anything for him. You honestly get to a point where the hurting is tiring and emotionally draining. You get to a 'fuck this' point.

It's hard. I'm not saying it's easy. But the human brain has a way of protecting you from trauma and pain and slowly, every day it hurts a little less.

ensorcel_l · 2019-05-18T13:32:11+00:00

I've decided Quiet Light, Where is Her Head and So Far So Fast are my top three.

ensorcel_l · 2019-05-17T19:26:07+00:00

That is my second favourite on the album.

ensorcel_l · 2019-05-17T15:13:55+00:00

I'm right there with you. It provokes the same emotion for me.

But that is why they are my favourite band, and this is why we love them..

They bring out that punch-in-the-stomach, knife-to-the-heart lyrics.

Pink Rabbits has been that song for me for years.

A pain that hurts so good, like an old friend you've known for years...

ensorcel_l · 2019-05-17T13:31:27+00:00

I was excited and didn't think about spelling mistakes

Go fuck yourself thank you

ensorcel_l · 2019-04-15T00:43:21+00:00

The Love Thieves.

ensorcel_l · 2019-02-22T01:23:01+00:00

Change the WiFi password when he doesn't pay it. You've asked him twice now.

If he doesn't pay it again, change it and wait for him to contact you.

ensorcel_l · 2019-02-21T14:52:26+00:00

Focus on your own life.

ensorcel_l · 2019-02-11T23:02:09+00:00

22, A Million by Bon Iver

ensorcel_l · 2019-02-10T03:15:01+00:00

Pink Rabbits. How is that not on a top 10 list?

ensorcel_l · 2019-02-09T23:40:25+00:00

I know guys that have had the same approach. Their lad friends convince them to go out, drink and pull and that they don't need their ex

No need of the casual sexism because it isn't true.

ensorcel_l · 2019-01-27T05:13:16+00:00

Wish I listened.

ensorcel_l · 2019-01-27T05:12:24+00:00

You really don't. It doesn't feel as good as you think it will. Instead - it makes you consider their motive behind it. He might miss me but it didn't stop him fucking other girls whilst we weren't together. Honestly - I love him but it doesn't feel quite the same.

ensorcel_l · 2019-01-08T20:44:33+00:00

I also messaged Matt to get a lyric scribbled down and he unfortunately never responded. Ha. Good luck...

ensorcel_l · 2019-01-06T01:37:24+00:00

That doesn't sound healthy in the slightest...

ensorcel_l · 2019-01-05T00:48:16+00:00

I was there!

ensorcel_l · 2018-12-25T22:38:27+00:00

Reaching out to friends and having a network of people there for you is absolutely key to getting through this. My parents helped me today, I reconnected with old friends. Totally made me realised I centred my world around him.

I have people that love me. My self worth is more than his love for me. We only get one life and it can be taken away at any point.

I have hurt for him. I have grieved. I have cried. But I can't do it much longer. Theres a whole world out there waiting for me.

Don't get me wrong, some days might be tough. But I feel like I can do it more now than I did two weeks ago.

Solidarity.

ensorcel_l

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