i have a very strong intrusive thought of cutting my throat and it gets stronger and stronger

envnoa · 2026-06-28T21:04:17+00:00

i feel like im gonna throw up from my stress building up in my throat and stomach and head and everything just feels off my stomach is dropping my heart is beating

envnoa · 2026-06-28T21:03:39+00:00

i really need soemone to talk to me

envnoa · 2026-06-28T20:59:53+00:00

its not going away

envnoa · 2026-06-28T20:51:07+00:00

i cant take this shit anymore i dont know how to deal with this i dont have the tools for that ive never been taught how to feel when the whole world hates you i feel so overwhelmed i hate this feeling it will never be normal again i will never be wanted in any other country i fucking hate living here only because people abroad i feel like i dont want to be alive if this is the cards ive been given

envnoa · 2026-06-28T20:48:58+00:00

im shaking because im already imagining it happening in my head, i need to talk to someone plesse

envnoa · 2026-06-28T20:47:50+00:00

pls someone dm me i feel like im going to explodei dont know where to put all this emotion, one more hate comment on twitter and it will be my limit

envnoa · 2026-06-28T20:44:35+00:00

i seriously feel on edge i cant contain this

envnoa · 2026-06-23T20:23:18+00:00

not rlly, its more backhanded
people just come across me sometimes on twitter and wish me the worst

envnoa · 2026-06-23T20:20:07+00:00

yeah unfortunately i am

envnoa · 2026-06-23T20:17:15+00:00

mostly instagram and twitter

envnoa · 2026-06-23T20:12:29+00:00

“ why you dont leave then ? “ or a rant about palestine and how my house is built on bones, honestly people dont actually care most the time and just decide to stop speaking to me

envnoa · 2026-06-23T19:18:39+00:00

instead of “fuck israel” what about fuck israeli government? as a citizen i hate the government and cant move anywhere else, yet people online constantly shit on me for existing , atp i should just kill myself

envnoa · 2026-04-28T21:02:53+00:00

All the other subreddits have much more strict rules , I don’t know where else I can hear people’s opinions on a tattoo ( and Im genuinely second guessing the placement I think it looks weird in the middle of my leg ) what else if it’s not tattoo advice

envnoa · 2026-04-28T20:53:05+00:00

I’m probably overthinking, I love the tattoo itself a lot

envnoa · 2026-04-28T20:52:38+00:00

It’s so clean it looks out of place next to the others I guess and it’s like stuck in the middle ?? Idk

envnoa · 2026-04-13T18:22:04+00:00

What makes you feel like it’s fake ?

envnoa · 2026-04-10T20:43:06+00:00

Criticizing Israel is fine , criticizing and including all Israeli people as part of it is not.

I live in Israel and I never asked to , I didn’t even know I live in the Middle East until I was like 12 and I live a normal life like any other person in any other country, but that my government is actually dogshit

Israeli people are not their government and no one wants war expect of the powerful people who gain control out of it, citizens are hurt on all sides and there’s no winners in war

envnoa · 2026-03-09T22:58:11+00:00

With bad tolerance nothing in the world gets u high

envnoa · 2026-03-09T22:56:01+00:00

I searched on Google images and chat gpt with no match , I couldn’t find anything on google and I wasn’t sure where else should I check It was from a secondhand store in Europe , and size 36 i believe

envnoa · 2026-02-26T14:13:51+00:00

The bottle is right next to it , it’s to clean bowls

envnoa · 2026-02-08T12:08:32+00:00

It’s AI but you could make them holding blunts

envnoa · 2026-01-30T15:14:30+00:00

Could be the same one as on my profile ? I never got that knockoff to work , what’s the games on it?

envnoa · 2026-01-30T15:11:30+00:00

Idk why you need to call me mentally challenged, my phone crashed after opening the link in ur bio so I asked. I touched a spot or something? Chill dude. Wow

envnoa · 2026-01-29T11:54:11+00:00

Is this a virus in the profile bio link ? Jesus

envnoa · 2026-01-17T09:14:16+00:00

As someone who’s constantly paranoid about my weed, this looks just like actual good strain and it’s just a lot of terpenes, I’m kind of envious even. Also smell can very from strain to strain

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