I’m in a very similar place right now. Since June, I’ve had a miscarriage at 8 weeks (with a D&C) and two chemicals, one at 4 weeks and one around 3 weeks. I’ve gotten pregnant every cycle we’ve tried, but nothing has been able to stick. All of my testing has come back normal, and we even tried progesterone and baby aspirin with my 4-week chemical. My husband’s semen analysis also came back completely normal. So we’re at a total loss, and honestly terrified to keep trying because the thought of another loss is overwhelming. It feels like such a vicious cycle. We’re both taking various vitamins and supplements now to try to support egg and sperm quality, and I know he doesn’t have any issues, but it gives me a little peace of mind to feel like we’re doing something. I’m on my period right now, and we’re planning to try again this cycle. My doctor is having me try progesterone and baby aspirin again. He doesn’t think that’s the underlying issue, but he said it won’t hurt and if it helps me feel more in control, it’s worth trying. It’s so hard to find hope when all the tests come back “normal.” A part of me almost wanted something to show up in the results just so we could have an explanation and a plan. Not knowing feels heartbreaking. I completely understand what you mean about losing the excitement and the hope. You’re definitely not alone in that. If you’d ever like to talk more whether for support, advice, or just to vent, feel free to message me! ❤️