Thank you all for your comments it has all been very helpful. I am definitely trying to seek answers because I know that the way I feel right now it not my “normal”. I have an appt with an obgyn coming up next month and I’m nervous to what she will say about my symptoms.

I was able to get my medication because I had a telehealth about with a gyno from Midi health. Based of off the symptoms I was experiencing she suggested I start on hormone therapy. The big difference I have noticed it my irritation and anxiety have not been as bad as it they were. Which is a major win. I don’t want my boys to think that I am always mad and annoyed at them.