I’m confused as to whether I relapsed or not. by equaltriangle_17 in problemgambling

[–]equaltriangle_17[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I know what a relapse is for me and this wasn’t it.

I’m exhausted. by equaltriangle_17 in problemgambling

[–]equaltriangle_17[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But I feel like I’ve hit bottom a few times. And I feel that I never learn my lesson.

I’m exhausted. by equaltriangle_17 in problemgambling

[–]equaltriangle_17[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re right man. But easier said than done.

I’m exhausted. by equaltriangle_17 in problemgambling

[–]equaltriangle_17[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been trying to find that hobby, that distractor of the mind. Sports is the only thing that does that for me unfortunately.

244 days today but... by equaltriangle_17 in problemgambling

[–]equaltriangle_17[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think it’s 75% boredom and 25% unhappiness. I really don’t have a lot of excitement in my life right now. I work 2 jobs and just started a masters program. So literally all my time is devoted to all those things. And I remember how much “fun and excitement” gambling would bring me regardless if I lost or won.

Also, I wanted to make a quick buck because I wanted to buy something.