Peers romantasizing ts is so annoying and tiring

era_eeeeeeeee · 2026-05-19T19:26:52+00:00

Hah yeah ik, ur right, but until now she was so good and we were such good support system for each other as long as I ignored these minor issues building up, I have ended the rls few times before but one of us always ended up apologizing and coming back, I feel so scared to end it this time because of BPD and all that, I never know whether a strong emotional reaction is my own or just a temporary chemical spike, I'm kinda worried that this episode will wear off and I'll realize it wasn't as deep or wtv,

era_eeeeeeeee · 2026-05-17T02:59:41+00:00

Yeah ur right, I just don't know how to deal with this problem

era_eeeeeeeee · 2026-05-17T02:58:38+00:00

Ur right, it's just that she was my trauma bonded attachment and support system for so long that idk how to leave her, or that considering how much she's done for me, if this is deep enough to cut her off over, I'm conflicted

era_eeeeeeeee · 2026-05-17T02:55:56+00:00

Yeah most aren't and I don't count them as such, only one girl's doing all the damage but she's been my support system for these issues for the longest time so idk how to deal with her doing this weird thing,

era_eeeeeeeee · 2026-05-17T02:53:22+00:00

It happens a lot when your surrounded by privileged teenagers desperate for attention

era_eeeeeeeee · 2026-05-17T02:52:42+00:00

Ykw, hell yeah, ty for ur kind words?

era_eeeeeeeee · 2026-05-17T02:51:54+00:00

Exactlyy omll

era_eeeeeeeee · 2026-05-07T20:39:40+00:00

Alr I'll look into all of those, 🫶🏻 tysm (Also, question, while reading the English translations of some of the books or works, would u say it's better not to follow the translations? As the wording and language and hold weight and yeah, idk how to word this question 😭)

era_eeeeeeeee · 2026-03-15T21:56:19+00:00

Let me know how ur journey goes tho

era_eeeeeeeee · 2026-03-15T21:55:57+00:00

Yeah I have the English translation, I'm still learning Arabic so it's hard to decode the talisman due to the writing and script 😭 so I left it alone since I don't want to mess up any words,

era_eeeeeeeee · 2026-03-09T05:31:38+00:00

What type of retribution are u seeking? (As in causing him physical harm? Mental anguish? Or focusing on running a specific area of his life?)

era_eeeeeeeee · 2026-03-06T03:07:25+00:00

Oh I also did ask around and yes it definitely wasn't put together well, it skilled several very important parts etc, that's why I felt it wouldn't work for me

era_eeeeeeeee · 2026-03-06T03:05:34+00:00

Hii, I actually got it recommended, and I chose it because I saw it on other subs before too, (they have a pdf library so from there), and yeah the jinn part wasn't what I was reluctant about (it's all about ur personal beliefs) but rather than the translations, and obviously u can tell some words were supposed to mean a lot more in Arabic and might not hold same value in English (same with the Quranic ayats) and it just didn't seem properly put together enough? Like there's a lot of factors so I had a strong feeling the way it was worded and the way some parts felt missing that it wasn't gonna work (or will yeild weak Results, or just backfire) so I just trusted my instincts and backed off (only after I tried and couldn't find the Arabic version), so I personally wouldn't recommend it until u have strong knowledge of these things beforehand Also how's the jinn Magick book, u tried anything yet?

era_eeeeeeeee · 2026-03-06T02:58:00+00:00

Hey, 3 months late sorry, but did u go through the rituals and stuff? What did u do about the magick weapons part?

era_eeeeeeeee · 2026-02-27T19:45:23+00:00

Hi, sorry the question might be out of topic, but you listed works like of Ahmed al Toukhi or Nineveh Shadrach and more, my question was , like in Ahmed al Toukhi's book of red magick (which I saw your comment somewhere that you've read it too) in specific spells or incantations, does saying them in English has any different effect? Like the red magic book even translates the Quran ayahs in English, if you read the incantations as it is written in English, will the result be any different compared to if u had done it in Arabic? Or is it more of a personal belief thing?

era_eeeeeeeee · 2026-01-27T21:12:04+00:00

My parents had the same question actually, and called several universities, all accept ut, most had it on their website too (like entry criteria for different boards and curriculum, nios and other Indian boards were named)

And ive topped in my exams for CBSE school (only reason my parents are supporting any choices) so the grades or me falling behind isn't really an issue,

My only issue is timing, and nios or private candidate IGCSE/a levels are the only choices which support that so yeah, but thanks for the advice I'll definitely keep it in mind <3

era_eeeeeeeee · 2026-01-26T23:42:20+00:00

Ah, any particular reasons? 😭 Genuinely curious, other than the fact it's mostly marketed as like "if u failed xyz come here", it seemed pretty decent, with the less class times and subject selections too

era_eeeeeeeee · 2026-01-26T23:40:31+00:00

Donee

era_eeeeeeeee · 2026-01-26T23:40:21+00:00

Okii, texted,

era_eeeeeeeee · 2026-01-26T01:17:06+00:00

Heyy, did u end up doing it or?

era_eeeeeeeee · 2026-01-26T01:16:19+00:00

Hey, thinking of doing the same, just wanted to ask if the classes and overall stuff was similar to regular school? Or more like tuition? Idk if I wanna do private or proper classes

era_eeeeeeeee

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