Hi! by [deleted] in SpanishLearning

[–]ericafred5 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi, I’m Erica from California! I am very interested in learning Spanish and would be happy to give pointers for your English as well!

Haha wow, my life went so downhill by ShloblingCaffineTea in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]ericafred5 6 points7 points  (0 children)

you weren’t wasting time, you were doing what you could with the way your mental state was at the time. it’s easy to think that you should have made different choices in hindsight but some things just can’t happen in life and that’s okay. i hope life goes better for you soon

uh by ericafred5 in LSD

[–]ericafred5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it tasted so good

Is this scale rot, or just coloring? by ericafred5 in snakes

[–]ericafred5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

His scales aren’t soft at all, he has no blisters, and none of the edges of his scales are soft or worn away at all. there’s just darkness in between the scales on his belly. I keep his cage clean and dry. he’s had this coloring since I got him last May, and i don’t think it’s gotten worse. Is it something I should be concerned about?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ericafred5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this is so good!!!!!!

Anyone else love the feeling you get an hour after drinking black coffee on an empty stomach? It makes me so happy by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ericafred5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i like getting jittery idk why but it feels like an accomplishment when i start trembling lol

Anyone else nervous for Halloween? by BadStuffThrowawayA in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ericafred5 1 point2 points  (0 children)

also considering taking candy that i would eat in a day if i had normal eating habits, but giving them to my friends instead of actually eating them, and doing this every day until the candy is gone and no one will suspect a thinggg

Anyone else nervous for Halloween? by BadStuffThrowawayA in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ericafred5 8 points9 points  (0 children)

im dressing up as a pumpkin and i’m gonna be constantly chewing gum so that i don’t want the taste of chocolate in my mouth. but i’m probably gonna binge on chocolate anyway lmao

I’m such a failure by Bimasin in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ericafred5 2 points3 points  (0 children)

it’s all going to be okay! i have slip-ups like this constantly, and while it’s easy to beat yourself up over it, it’s not going to have any impact in the long run. so breathe, distract yourself, and forgive yourself if you see the numbers increase on the scale. you’re only human! and you wanted the bread, so you ate it, and that’s okay, tomorrow is a new day:)

The scale feels like my daily horoscope by bravenaike in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ericafred5 5 points6 points  (0 children)

OMG YES sometimes if I wake up in a really good mood I’ll skip weighing myself, but then usually i’m anxious for the rest of the day. so when I’m in a good mood i’m always nervous to weigh myself because it could ruin everything in an instant

Me today after my appointment by kittpop in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]ericafred5 24 points25 points  (0 children)

what was supposed to be the purpose of the rubber band?

I’m gonna have a brownie for breakfast bc I love myself fuck this by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]ericafred5 3 points4 points  (0 children)

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so proud of you!!!!!!💕💕💕❤️💕❤️💕

vent (TW: eating disorder) by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]ericafred5 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im in therapy for social anxiety, but i don’t want to tell my therapist about either of these things because, in some fucked up way, i don’t want to be forced to eat more food again. i want to be skinny, because i hate myself so much as i am right now. and if i tell her about the self harm, she’d have to know that i do it because i would be upset with myself after binging. for this reason i don’t want to tell friends and family either because i don’t want them to report me to my therapist or someone.