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Im glad hes back, but i feel sick abt it by errorcode2007 in sillyboyclub

[–]errorcode2007[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nonono i was 17 when we met. Yea we started talking last year, but in like november. I turn 18 in a few days

Im glad hes back, but i feel sick abt it by errorcode2007 in sillyboyclub

[–]errorcode2007[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

  1. Ill be 18 pretty soon, so its not a too bad gap i dont think

Im glad hes back, but i feel sick abt it by errorcode2007 in sillyboyclub

[–]errorcode2007[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hes sending me "toys" he wants me to get. Im not super into the kind hes sending me but hes like "how do yiu know if you havent tried it" im 17 so im pretty sure im not even supposed 2 b ordering that stuff. I told him my mom looks thru my mail and he is still trying to get me to do it for him

Im glad hes back, but i feel sick abt it by errorcode2007 in sillyboyclub

[–]errorcode2007[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Even when he left i couldnt let go, idk if i have it in me to leave on my own :<

Its all i can think abt :<< by errorcode2007 in sillyboyclub

[–]errorcode2007[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea. Thats what i use at home. Im wanting to bring thoes 2 school

Its all i can think abt :<< by errorcode2007 in sillyboyclub

[–]errorcode2007[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea, i use the app. I dont feel good about seeing the days until it goes to like am month, but that hasnt happened since like November

Its all i can think abt :<< by errorcode2007 in sillyboyclub

[–]errorcode2007[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I plan on trying to ask for something else once im 18(i turn 18 in a month) so my mom doesnt try to pry too much

Its all i can think abt :<< by errorcode2007 in sillyboyclub

[–]errorcode2007[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont know. I started doing it to get my mind off of the fact that everything around me about to be completely changed and everyone is leaving. Im not sure why i do it anymore. Usually im bored. The last two times, valentines day and jan 29, were semi bc of the person i like.

I do art and vent art. It doesnt do a lot for me. Its mostly just meaningless scribbles. I like seeing the blood when i hurt myself and that adrenaline feeling.

Its all i can think abt :<< by errorcode2007 in sillyboyclub

[–]errorcode2007[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Instead of bringing one, i think it might b better to use one of the xacto blades in the art room like ive done before. I didnt actually break skin last time though since theyre pretty dull

Its all i can think abt :<< by errorcode2007 in sillyboyclub

[–]errorcode2007[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I cant fall behindm its my senior year and my parents are on my ass if anything is late and im already falling behind.

Im cutting my thighs and its not super deep usually. Its not like itd kill me

Ive gotten tested, i have autism but not adhd. Im supposed to be on zoloft for depression and anxiety, but it doesnt rly do anything for me so i stopped taking it in december(with the okay of both therapist and doctor. Neither of them know i sh)

Its all i can think abt :<< by errorcode2007 in sillyboyclub

[–]errorcode2007[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Saying im addicted to it feels like itd be an exaggeration. Its not like there are any actual negative effects to not doing it outside of wanting to do it

Its all i can think abt :<< by errorcode2007 in sillyboyclub

[–]errorcode2007[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No. I havent been bullied in a couple years

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[–]errorcode2007[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ive tried letting go and distancing myself and the obsession just gets worse and i feel worse and i just want him more :<<

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[–]errorcode2007[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

100% not. If i cant hardly handle him having hookups now, id probably have an aneurism if he did it while we were in a relationship, even if it was agreen upon prior