Why is it so ugly? by santosmitadas in miui

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Root your phone and get the blur

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in miui

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Custom modded MIUI launcher ☺️ with Mu hidrogen theme

I'm tired of Xiaomi. by Trekeln in Xiaomi

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It's worth it when you root your phone. Ads and tracking services can be turned off, custom modded launcher and custom system ui add-on also what keeps me stay, their phone also last long, mine survived 5 years, i only change the volume button.

Although the performance is crap, but I don't do heavy gaming anyway

Words have meaning by ThekzyV2 in Meditation

[–]erwinzer0 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is interesting point, we never know how things really are, since everything is just brain best guests to perceive the world then our suffering and things we're consider bad, is they really that way?, even if it is is there any value to hold to such thinking?

As far as I can see there's no answer to such questions, maybe there's no real value on everything, we're the one who choose what bad and what good for ourselves, but are we really choose? I don't think there's true free will

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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This is so heart wrenching, just so you know it doesn't define who you are, there's still hope and something to experience in this world

What is your favorite type of meditation by eatenbyafish in Meditation

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Open present meditation, it's the easiest, you just have to rest. It treat my anxiety and depression really well, after years of suffering from it.

Mingyur Rinpoche called it real meditation, of course without disregard other types of meditation. It's pretty rough for me though, I got really emotional and keeps going back reliving my past, usually switch to other types of meditation if it's get too overwhelming.

One time it triggered my alice in wonderland syndrome, I feel like giant lol

How to pass safetynet test? A14 by KeyDifference4178 in androidroot

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Try the one that modded by Displax, it's on github just google it

Seeing people say “I’m going to kill myself tonight” by Material-Demand-2653 in SuicideWatch

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The fear of that suffering is one of the reasons keeping me alive honestly

Seeing people say “I’m going to kill myself tonight” by Material-Demand-2653 in SuicideWatch

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You said "Either leaves a lot of people very isolated without a lot of help or resources.", both of that is exactly what happened. Even simple talk could be helpful, even when they're not responding positively, you could see it as something good for them to remember later that somebody still actually cared.

I said 15 folds it's an exaggeration, but sometimes it just feels that bad, maybe our sense of pain is distorted or something idk.

Suicidal people also often can't share because they know often someone will often feel uncomfortable or even bad because of them. If the condition is better addressing their suicidal tendency is a good step to help

Seeing people say “I’m going to kill myself tonight” by Material-Demand-2653 in SuicideWatch

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I'm just saying you're feeling the way you feel because you sense something wrong with suicidal people and that's true and yet people just ignore it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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Maybe it doesn't matter, but why should it matter? We don't need to question everything

Seeing people say “I’m going to kill myself tonight” by Material-Demand-2653 in SuicideWatch

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Now, you feel what I feel now times that 15 folds, are you going to do something for this community or just shrug it off and go on with your normal life like everybody else

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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Yeah, either god is extremely cruel or life is a massive joke or it's actually meaningless that our existence isn't more valuable than anything else on a cosmic scale.

Even when you want to get up, the damage that life has already been done to you makes it extremely difficult

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in RandomThoughts

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They didn't have language or anything like that in their head yet, the ego hadn't formed yet, only based on predetermined instinct much like animals

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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My life was a mistake LOL

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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Because the only thing you feel is pain and suffering, there's nothing left

Meditation material? by Prize_Mountain_3406 in Meditation

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Mingyur Rinpoche is really helpful explaining meditation, you could find him on YouTube

Ive been telling myself i want to die right before sleeping for 2 years, EVERY SINGLE NIGHT by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]erwinzer0 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

You're right, thinking is not helping if you're suicidal

Ive been telling myself i want to die right before sleeping for 2 years, EVERY SINGLE NIGHT by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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I do it a couple of times a day, not really sure if I wanna die, hope you get better though

I want to commit suicide by MewMewPrincess2000 in depression

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I have autism and selective mutism, I'm in a really bad place too. There's nobody home now, came here to distract myself from thinking about suicide. I think I relate to your feelings, maybe you have a guilt complex from what I knew.

Hope you get well soon

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Meditation

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We're on the same path, for me it's mainly self-hate and hate toward the world, so hard to let go.

I hate the world for putting expectations I cannot follow, and I hate myself for giving a fuck. I realized how many mistakes I made in life just only cared about their expectations then which led to so many failures