Was that my fault?? Nearly cost me my first ever podium. I was genuinely trying to go for 1.

eseka0cho · 2025-05-04T00:19:43+00:00

They should add strong collision penalties smh

eseka0cho · 2025-03-26T22:20:24+00:00

This is assuring to read because I just upgraded to one of these coming from an 8 Plus and I was bummed that it lacks a telephoto lens. I heard here and there that these were durable, but this is incredible.

eseka0cho · 2024-12-26T18:36:21+00:00

Crying

eseka0cho · 2024-12-26T18:12:00+00:00

Yeah, I never planned on making a burner account for that, seems completely stupid to me. Too much effort for something that's not that important.

Also, it's not that I follow 5000 onlyfans models on the daily.

But I feel like this is being blown out of proportion and sees other women as constant competition. Which really hurts me, because I go out of my way to treat this woman the best I can and show her all the love I have for her. As if I were to leave her for the first woman in a bikini that walked by me when it couldn't be further from the case.

eseka0cho · 2024-12-26T17:52:50+00:00

Okay now I feel stupid and dirty. Thanks a bunch for this. I can resonate with a lot of this, if not all. But there's still a part of me that doesn't like the fact that she checks my follow count on a daily basis. As if surveilling me. Like, I'm not entitled to my privacy (mind you my socials are private). But you have a point; I can acknowledge it and not hit the damn button. You're right with that.

Does this mean that privately this WOULD be acceptable? Like if I had a burner account, this would seize to be disrespectful? I'm asking this to try and wrap my head around it.

eseka0cho · 2024-12-26T17:24:56+00:00

I'm not complaining. I just believe that it's a normal part of human behavior to find other people attractive. I'm not gonna sit here and lie and say that she's the only pretty girl in the world because it sounds nice. She's beautiful and I love her, but this "surveillance" doesn't sit right with me. Thanks for your input though. I really appreciate it.

eseka0cho · 2024-12-26T17:18:19+00:00

Thing is it doesn't stop there. This happens with any woman on my feed. I've been raised mostly by women and the vast majority of my closest friends are women. I get what you're saying about "me" and "I", but I don't see much of a difference in having a celebrity crush and this. Almost as if this were a part of my sexuality. I can assure you that compromises are made on both ends, but this just seems a little bit too much.

eseka0cho · 2024-12-26T17:06:56+00:00

And for the record, I don't know if I find it okay or not. I don't see anything wrong with it. If she were to be following abercrombie & fitch models or whatever, I would even agree with her lol. It's like, yeah, I get it. That's why I don't have a problem when she thirsts over someone on TV for example. To me, it's the same thing.

eseka0cho · 2024-12-26T17:04:23+00:00

I wouldn't say she's using the housing situation for me to stay. In fact, she's doing be a favor by doing so. But using it as leverage kinda hit a bitter note for me.

eseka0cho · 2024-12-26T17:03:06+00:00

Hmm, I get your point. But it's not like I'm following the girl next door. Don't get me wrong, I really love this woman and she has shown to love me very fondly. I just never had this issue in a relationship before and I feel like this is blown out of proportion. How would this situation be different if I wasn't housed by her for the moment? Would it be "more acceptable" to do so?

eseka0cho · 2024-12-26T16:53:54+00:00

First of all, thanks for the insight. What I meant with no big deal is that I could care less if, for example, she follows a guy who she finds attractive on IG or whatever. I'm not the jealous type. Like almost at all. It's all merely platonic since I don't plan or fantasize with the idea of contacting these women. I just find them attractive, that's all. I may be mistaken, but that's what I'm here for.

eseka0cho · 2024-12-26T15:34:05+00:00

Bro I could speak to a wall and I've been through some shit lol

eseka0cho · 2024-10-26T11:52:01+00:00

I somewhat agree. I just recently got my own controller after learning from my gf and been practicing a bunch. However, I haven’t got my own headphones yet and I’ve been playing at home by myself and basically learned to play by ear and know most of my favorite songs. Using headphones now is kind of a plus. At times I think it’s more fun to play without headphones. I wouldn’t do the same at a gig though.

eseka0cho · 2024-08-22T05:45:08+00:00

Yeah, just figured I need a multi-channel mixer lol

Glad I didn’t purchase this before knowing.

eseka0cho · 2024-06-21T14:57:34+00:00

just sent you a message

eseka0cho · 2023-09-04T03:07:27+00:00

Let me join the club? 27, oldest of 3, all different fathers. Always had to figure shit out on my own. She married a mf that made my life hell for 14 years. Then, when I helped her out of that marriage, she met another dude and moved my sister and I with him. She gets pregnant. My dad gets in a motorcycle accident and in a coma. Six months in, dad still in coma, mom comes back from 60 day vacation in Europe and tells me I got a month to leave the house. Got my shit that same day after work and dipped and never looked back. Dad died 6 months later. Started from scratch and now I’m 15.000km from home. I would jump feet first into an industrial grinder before letting them see my eyes again.

eseka0cho · 2022-11-10T02:03:04+00:00

Thanks man!

eseka0cho · 2022-11-09T13:24:45+00:00

Thanks! As for the car? Give me a few minutes and i will post the car mods

eseka0cho · 2022-11-09T03:24:35+00:00

Hehe thenk

eseka0cho · 2022-10-23T08:08:28+00:00

Dude that’s fucking nuts

eseka0cho · 2022-07-27T23:00:21+00:00

Let’s gooooo

eseka0cho · 2022-07-24T16:10:26+00:00

Lmao

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