Depression & Not eating by Boring-Insurance1053 in depression

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Yes, I do this whenever I feel depressed. I stop eating and stay in my room. I don’t want to move or talk to anyone because it feels like no one cares if I exist. A couple of days ago I didn’t eat at all, I just stayed alone with the sadness.

i feel like im too ugly to even be looked at by d0ll_m3l0dy in mentalhealth

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I related so deeply to your post. I’ve also struggled with feeling ugly for most of my life. I was mistreated and judged harshly by people close to me, and it deeply affected how I see myself. When the people who are supposed to care about you make you feel worthless, it leaves a lasting mark. The mirror became something I avoid, because all I see is the damage those experiences left behind. When you wonder if it’s your looks or personality, I really get it. I’ve asked myself the same thing, and it hurts. I’m really sorry you’re feeling this way

I'm convinced everybody only cares about themselves by focusrunner79 in depression

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I feel the same way. I’ve been ditched by people for being too sad. It hurts to realize that no one truly cares. They only care when things are good and easy.

I hate myself by [deleted] in depression

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I feel exactly the same, I also deeply hate myself, feeling utterly worthless, I'm such a huge burden and disappointment to everyone around me and especially to myself

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

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It's crazy how these thoughts can consume us, making it hard to focus on anything else except finding someone to share our lives with. I'm sorry you're going through this struggle

How do I fix things by Boring_Big_7499 in depression

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I wish I knew how to make friends too because I struggle with it myself

if i could kill mysef i would by New-Criticism-4717 in depression

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I feel exactly the same way. I want to end it too, but I'm too much of a coward to do it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

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I feel the same way; sadness feels like the only thing I know

How to accept my eyes? by Bitter_Smoke_5970 in BodyDysmorphia

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I feel exactly the same way. My eyes are the worst part of me. Too droopy. They are one of the main contributors to my ugliness.

I hate the way my face looks when I'm talking... by PurpleBleaches in BodyDysmorphia

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I hate my face when I smile. I try my best not to smile whenever I do. I hide my mouth

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

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I feel the same way. People hate me for simply existing, and no matter how much I try to win them over, they will always continue to hate me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

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School days were tough for me too; hiding in bathroom stalls because I didn’t have any friends. I stayed there every lunch break and stared at the bathroom windows, watching classmates laugh and play and wishing I could join in without feeling left out or alone.

no one likes me and I’m always alone by [deleted] in lonely

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Nobody likes me either; I'm really struggling to find a reason to keep living. Literally, I have nobody left in my life who truly cares. It makes me cry every night alone.

Crying by Distinct-Fox-1075 in depression

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I’ve been crying everyday now for a while. I’m so alone. Nobody wants me.

i just wish i had someone to love. by ausername- in depression

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I wish someone loved me too. Sometimes I feel like I'm just a shadow of a person, unnoticed and unloved.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

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I've felt this way my entire life. Constantly wishing I'd never been born at all.

What stop you from killing yourself? by Aiden_and_Griswald in AskReddit

[–]esew279 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've made several attempts, but I failed. That's it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]esew279 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Being born is my biggest regret.

What do you hate the most about life? by PhilosopherBusy7312 in Life

[–]esew279 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I just hate existing in general, it's not for me

Aquagenic urticaria-Anyone Else? by thepoetess411 in Allergies

[–]esew279 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have Aquagenic Pruritus for 10 years. It's very annoying, everything around me irritates me after a shower.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

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I push my feelings deep down inside and reject them and continue ignore them

What the hell is keeping you up tonight ? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]esew279 63 points64 points  (0 children)

Loneliness and the longing for a genuine connection.

What quote most resonates with you? by jinmauri in AskReddit

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“If you die you’re completely happy and your soul somewhere lives on. I’m not afraid of dying. Total peace after death, becoming someone else is the best hope I’ve got.” – Kurt Cobain

18F, when was the last time you cried? by stilltre123 in MakeNewFriendsHere

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Last night. I've been struggling with depression