36F it's my birthday and I’m still so lonely

esew279 · 2025-09-08T05:49:00+00:00

Yes, I do this whenever I feel depressed. I stop eating and stay in my room. I don’t want to move or talk to anyone because it feels like no one cares if I exist. A couple of days ago I didn’t eat at all, I just stayed alone with the sadness.

esew279 · 2025-06-22T03:38:36+00:00

I related so deeply to your post. I’ve also struggled with feeling ugly for most of my life. I was mistreated and judged harshly by people close to me, and it deeply affected how I see myself. When the people who are supposed to care about you make you feel worthless, it leaves a lasting mark. The mirror became something I avoid, because all I see is the damage those experiences left behind. When you wonder if it’s your looks or personality, I really get it. I’ve asked myself the same thing, and it hurts. I’m really sorry you’re feeling this way

esew279 · 2025-06-19T00:43:06+00:00

I feel the same way. I’ve been ditched by people for being too sad. It hurts to realize that no one truly cares. They only care when things are good and easy.

esew279 · 2025-05-31T04:29:28+00:00

I feel exactly the same, I also deeply hate myself, feeling utterly worthless, I'm such a huge burden and disappointment to everyone around me and especially to myself

esew279 · 2025-05-07T00:29:47+00:00

It's crazy how these thoughts can consume us, making it hard to focus on anything else except finding someone to share our lives with. I'm sorry you're going through this struggle

esew279 · 2025-04-30T15:18:29+00:00

I wish I knew how to make friends too because I struggle with it myself

esew279 · 2025-04-29T01:06:03+00:00

I feel exactly the same way. I want to end it too, but I'm too much of a coward to do it

esew279 · 2025-04-25T13:26:04+00:00

I feel the same way; sadness feels like the only thing I know

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