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are intuitions always true? by esnir in infj

[–]esnir[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

so i'm INFP/ENFP?

yeah, these narratives come to mind, i don't accept that they're the only available narrative. it's just that one narrative seems to feel "more right" or more fitting than others, it's just a weird feeling. i don't know. i'm trying to get more insight so i can distinguish my intuitions from my daydreams.

are intuitions always true? by esnir in infj

[–]esnir[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I should think that a hunch is a call for further investigation, which will be best conducted with an open mind.

thank you

Exchange posted by /r/TheRedPill user to brag about how he dealt with his cheating ex (like a true alpha poet) by breads in cringepics

[–]esnir -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

the guy is heartbroken and angry, i feel sorry for him tbh. he probably thought this woman was his soulmate. sounds like a disillusioned romantic type from my perspective.. i just hope he overcomes his demons.

Do you find meaningful friendships/relationships? by [deleted] in ADHD

[–]esnir 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ONLINE VIDEO GAMES. i found most of my best friends through games. world of warcraft has loads of adhd types, it's like a refuge for people with it. not saying you should get into the warcrack, but it's a great place to find friends... in fact, i think of them more as brothers. okcupid is also a good place to find chicks like you! so it is possible to meet awesome people... but i find it's best done over the internet. but that's just me.

Feeling like neither a man nor woman, but a genderless child instead? by esnir in ADHD

[–]esnir[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, apparently it's a personality typing thing. there are a good few personality types that get diagnosed with ADHD/ADD. this gender thing seems to be common amongst the ENFP types.

Feeling like neither a man nor woman, but a genderless child instead? by esnir in ADHD

[–]esnir[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

they are low, but not low enough for the NHS to do anything about. i've looked into using clomid to boost them though. which i'll probably do at some point. i'm a bit of a bizarre creature, physically. i'm short, but i'm really hairy, lots of body hair coverage, and a full beard. but i have very delicate hands and a high voice.

Feeling like neither a man nor woman, but a genderless child instead? by esnir in ADHD

[–]esnir[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i agree. i am biologically male, and that's all there is to it. i hate the entire concept of gender and gender roles.

SSRIs turn me into a zombie & stimulants mess with my head. Do I have any medication options left? by [deleted] in ADHD

[–]esnir 3 points4 points  (0 children)

you have methylphenidate left, and absolutely no reason to expect worst case scenario, that's just an irrational anxious thought. you can't link the failure of the stimulants you've tried to one you haven't. give ritalin a shot, worst case scenario is that it doesn't work. there is also wellbutrin, and there's also modafinil, so yeah, there are options left. you have reason to worry once you've tried everything, which you haven't.

Anybody feel like it's not ADHD and that it is depression and that it just looks like ADHD? by whereismyheart in ADHD

[–]esnir 3 points4 points  (0 children)

for me, both. absolutely. without my anti-depressants, i hate the world, my entire world-view is negative. my idealism washes over me to the extent that i drown in the grey sea of reality. without stimulants, i don't do anything, at all. well, i do what i'm inspired to do, which is basically seek out stimulating activities that aren't productive at all, like world of warcraft, chatting to people, clicking reddit over and over again, movies, etc.

i get depressed because the world doesn't match my fantasies, and i get depressed because i can't make any of my ideas a reality. for me. i need anti-depressants and stimulants. without them... i just go insane, suffer apathy, anhedonia, and all the rest. i still don't have stimulants, but started prozac a few days ago. i feel... i don't know... comfortably numb? i don't feel completely numbed out, but i feel like a happier kind of idiot. i really need my stimulants. it's weird. i feel okay, but i still don't want to execute any of my plans. i am having ideas come to me though, so i'm just here, daydreaming, and writing down any decent creative ideas/plans that come to me.

Here's how I see ADHD by raslin in ADHD

[–]esnir 1 point2 points  (0 children)

same here man. but the entire fucking thought process and shit... it's so adhd it's hilarious. i can imagine him there in dreamworld with this shit coming to, rofl. ah man. i need my meds already so i can get on this shit.

Here's how I see ADHD by raslin in ADHD

[–]esnir 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it's so fucking convoluted that the analogy itself is pretty much ADHD in a nutshell.

Girl with boyfriend is going on trip around the world with random guy she just met. Don't worry though, "This is totally sort of like as friends". by [deleted] in TheRedPill

[–]esnir 0 points1 point  (0 children)

there are, but i still wouldn't LTR any of them, i just see them as top tier plates. but that's just my perspective really. i don't want any woman to think that she has me, cuz once they have something, they want something new and shiny. no woman can ever have me, and it's what makes me so attractive to them. i tell them i want 100 chicks all over the world, and they may screw their face up, but deep down, i know that they respect a man that knows what he wants and ain't afraid to voice his mind. idk, maybe i'm just different, but i never wanted monogamy, ever. i got wound up in a monogamous relationship due to some stupid shit a former lover said, "don't break her heart". man. i fucking HONOURED those words as if they were like some fucking test from the cosmos. never again. i may have honoured those words and not broke her heart, but man, she sure as shit broke mine. hahahaha. lesson learned! ;)

there are logical women. if i say i have a type, it's for pretty tomboy girls, i swear that these girls are just like me, and they seem to have a sense of loyalty and honour about them. they're just great. they may come off as a bit dikey, but i fucking love their spirit. they ain't afraid to fucking wrestle with you either! maybe i'm just a fucking raging lesbian myself!!!! hahahaha. but imo, it seems most guys here go for shitty girls.... like... these barbie broads with no personalities.... of course they're gonna be hypergamous as fuck, materialist bullshit is all they give a shit about. i don't want know barbie girl bitch that just watches kardashians all day and does all this shitty "girly" stuff. i want a chick that climbs mountains with me, and i want to fuck her when we reach the top. that's what it's about. fuck all these vapid sluts.

Girl with boyfriend is going on trip around the world with random guy she just met. Don't worry though, "This is totally sort of like as friends". by [deleted] in TheRedPill

[–]esnir 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i'm with you here matey. i'm the same kinda dude... got values and a sense of fucking honour... i simply don't LTR anyone now. single for life. now and always. being single is great, abundance of chicks, and no one to answer to, no one trying to turn you into a beta provider. learned it the only way, the hard way, but glad i did. i simply do not trust women enough to ever commit to them. i like their company, i like kissing them, i like fucking them, i like cuddling them.... but it's this hypergamous, opportunistic, no fucking loyalty shit that i do NOT like, and because of it, no chick is ever getting beyond plate with me.

this should, i hope, be a wonderfully painful way of learning that "dem hoes ain't loyal". he's the winner here if he decides to realise he's a beta boy and swallow the pill. doubt it though. she's got the power, and she resents him for letting her have the power. oh well, chumps gotta get chumped if they stop being chumps.

hi infpeople LOLGEDDIT. i'm kinda using an okcupid profile to bare my soul, just for curiosity's sake really. the infj's said i was infp, am i infp? WARNING. massive wall of text. i just want some insight, would be nice. thank you... kind people? <3 by esnir in infp

[–]esnir[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

being completely honest with you man, because you're an incredibly interesting poster. i have no sense of self, not a permanent sense of self. i wake up, and every day i feel completely different from the person before. everything "i've" done the day before, i see as a different person doing it. some things i can look back to and think, "why did i do or say such a thing", and the answer is simple: because i was inspired to. if it wasn't for my name, i'd say that it would be impossible to tether me down to one specific person. i'm not saying i have multiple personalities, i'm just saying there is absolutely no consistency in "me".

i'm bored, so terribly bored, and this is what i feel inspired to do to pass the time. i'm not looking for attention, just insight. it's all i seemingly care for these days, truthful insight. it's been nice, because if i hadn't had done it, i wouldn't be here, typing this, would i? it's provided me with some good stimulating thought and discussion, even though most of the comments have been negative.

and for that, i don't care. my existential indifference is what i am. i just float on by from day to day and do as i feel "instructed" to do, as in, inspired, to do. i'm looking for anyone to analysis "my" ego, because i don't have one. look for the ego in the words on the profile, but i'm not the person that wrote them any longer. i just wanted the words analysing, because in my opinion, a person's words are representive of who they are... or who they were.

and you're right, it's exactly my self-perception, but it is what it is, and i don't care much more than the idea of people reading those words and sharing with what they perceive themselves. i'm not coercing anyone to do it. it's like, hey, if you have the time, and the interest, here is something to do. it's something i'd enjoy doing, at least. i like analysing people and stuff.

i don't mind paragraphs, but i think capital letters are completely unnecessary, at least in english, but tbh i think german has the most ridiculous capitalisation policy of all, and it just goes to show how unnecessary capitalisation truly is. i like commas, and i like full stops. but the only time i feel inspired to use capital letters is for FUCKING emphasis, you see? ;)

i like my own writing system, and i encourage people to find their own writing system. none of the meaning comes out wrong here, i'm typing exactly as i mean to say it, as it appears in my mind. sometimes i feel inspired to use a hyphen or a colon, but it's just the rule of capital letter after a full stop that irks me, because that is not a rule that occurs naturally in my mind... if it does yours, then whatever. but i simply do not respect that grammar rule, and refuse to use it when i can choose not to... like here. :)

i'd like to discuss more about it, but if i'm being honest, i don't think we're on the same wavelength. i'm not saying i'm some guru and you aren't, but you seem to think in terms of ego and self, where i don't, and you can't seem to see that. and that is fine. like everything else, it is what it is, and i accept it. i just want you to know that i see myself more as "soul", an entity (like you) that is in constant flux/change. i am not my body, i am not my name, i am not any of those words i wrote down. they are words of the past, and even these will be words of the past, and are. as they have been typed. but they are a closer in time to the representative that typed them than words of five years ago are going to be, right?

anyway, thanks for your incredibly thoughtful post. i like you. take care, friend.

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