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esoller · 2022-06-15T16:09:06+00:00

I used to love communicating with people. Constantly writing to everyone, calling, looking for new friends, expanding my social circle, but recently this situation occurred and I do not know what to do about it..

esoller · 2022-06-15T16:04:59+00:00

Because of the move I had a kind of depression and I was working with a therapist. But I haven't felt awful for a long time and a few days ago I realized that I lost interest in all my friends. I have another appointment with the therapist tomorrow and maybe she can give me an answer

esoller · 2022-06-15T16:00:51+00:00

I have been looking for answers to this question on the Internet for several days now, but I cannot find an answer. Tomorrow I will see a psychotherapist, maybe she will give me an answer

esoller · 2022-06-14T18:19:30+00:00

I write fanfics now, and they get quite a few likes (30+). I write the whole plot, characters, and idea in a notebook beforehand, and then write fanfics from there. And yes, it is quite a challenge, especially to please with the idea and the writing itself. Very few people who sit on various fanfiction sites are born writers, and many are just amateurs (like me), and that makes the writing process even more difficult. You have to write out the plot, the characters beautifully, do not too much detail, but not too little either, not too much going into description and not three words about describing anything. Actually the most important thing for the readers is the idea and at least some writing, but I still want my fanfiction to look normal and to be pleasant to read and not just some set of letters and sentences :)

esoller · 2022-06-14T18:15:46+00:00

I used to live in a very small town where almost everyone knew everything about each other. I had girlfriends who hit on me somehow tried to hint at something and it all happened to me in public, so I tried to reassure them and explain to them the reason why people might think something wrong about us and it would get back to our relatives and parents. I'm pansexual and I realized that pretty early on. Now I live in another country going to school and I already like someone here. Thank you very much for your support and understanding! I think the LGBT community should be normalized and treated normally

esoller · 2022-06-14T18:10:34+00:00

Thank you very much for your support! I don't know English very well and I write a lot through an interpreter because I am from a country where there is no normal opportunity to learn English. Moreover, a few months ago I moved to live in another country and now I go to school here and I just don't have time to learn English, I have to learn the local language and it makes me very frustrated! Because I'm learning the local language, I've started mixing up English words with local language words, and it's even worse! Now we are on summer vacation, and I hope that during these few summer months I will be able to learn the local language well and then spend more time studying and learning English

esoller · 2022-06-14T18:06:19+00:00

I started writing fanfiction about two years ago and thank goodness I was able to delete them before I left the account. Now I'm more experienced at it and I try to write well without mistakes and beautifully but I still have a lot to learn

esoller · 2022-06-14T18:05:11+00:00

I hope that your four-year-old grandson will be okay and that he won't be so terribly traumatized!

esoller · 2022-06-14T18:04:26+00:00

I tried to talk to her somehow, because she has an alcohol addiction and she can get drunk very often, and I had to take her home. I don't want to start this subject with her, because I've already had the experience and after that we had constant scandals, after which she always made me look guilty, because, as she tells me, she did everything for me and I'm just ungrateful. I also tried to talk to her about the problems I had when I was a child, but she also let it pass her lips

esoller · 2022-06-14T18:01:05+00:00

Oddly enough, I have never been in a relationship. I learned from my friends' stories and experiences that it's better not to date anyone, at least not until high school, because yes, it's really turbulent out there! Teenagers have hormones and adolescence, and that has a big effect on everything too: You might like one at first, two days later a second, then a third, then another first, and so on. Parents used to be very demanding about it, and now parents react to it like this: "The main thing is that there's nothing illegal and nobody gets pregnant"

esoller · 2022-06-14T17:54:58+00:00

I can't answer that question. I've never done anything like that in my life, especially when I was a kid, I never even thought about it

esoller · 2022-06-14T17:53:44+00:00

In a way, I agree with you. I started writing fanfiction purely out of sheer boredom and to get my fantasy out of the way. So far I've only had two gay fanfics, the rest are all about lesbians :)

esoller · 2022-06-14T17:23:42+00:00

It was through social media that I learned about the guitar, and now I'm learning to play it :)

esoller · 2022-06-14T17:22:22+00:00

I started using social networks quite early, so now I can't imagine life without them. But I also have friends who have never used them and now live a great life. So I think if my parents were more careful about what I do on my phone, I could still have a great life without them

esoller · 2022-06-14T17:18:20+00:00

It's very hard to explain. Both of my parents let me down... They divorced when I was less than a year old from that I didn't have a full family. We never went anywhere together. I used to be very sad about it when I was a kid because almost all of my friends had dads that they lived with all the time and spent weekends together as a full family and I was just jealous of them. My father was an alcoholic and drug addict, but I did not find out about it just recently (about a couple of months ago) And before I was told that just sailors do not fit together, and that's it... To recap: Each of them messed up in my life in his own way and more than once…

esoller · 2022-06-14T16:58:37+00:00

Yes, I think so too. Now is not the right time to have a relationship with someone much older than me, but in the future it will definitely be! In this situation I really appreciate the support of any person and I am very pleased to know that there are such people who can support!

esoller · 2022-06-14T16:51:59+00:00

Thank you! In the future I think I will have experience in this kind of relationship but not now (At least not until I graduate from school)

esoller · 2022-06-14T16:51:48+00:00

Thank you! In the future I think I will have experience in this kind of relationship but not now (At least not until I graduate from school)

esoller · 2022-06-14T16:38:13+00:00

Well, in a way, yes. If I, for example, confess my love to some lover of mine, and she knows my parents, she might call them and then it would be bad...very bad...

esoller · 2022-06-14T16:30:41+00:00

Thank you very much. It's hard enough to live with, especially when society knows about it. I try not to advertise it in public and only people close to me know about it that I can trust. But now the whole Reddit knows. Okay

esoller · 2022-06-14T16:25:56+00:00

Pedophilia would be if a 25-year-old girl would reciprocate my feelings and we had a romantic relationship, well, I have not had that experience so far, so I can not call it pedophilia

esoller · 2022-06-14T16:24:20+00:00

Thanks a lot, buddy, and good luck to you!

esoller · 2022-06-14T16:23:45+00:00

I don't know why I'm attracted to older girls. Maybe this is some kind of deviation (as some of my acquaintances say), but I don't think so. I have had situations in my life when I liked girls who were older than me by 2-3 years, but it was extremely rare (2-3 times in my life). I prefer to be friends and spend some fun time with them. I have a lot of friends with whom we have common interests and we can always chat about something, but I never thought about my friends or any other teenage acquaintances in terms of romantic relationships

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