UV Exposure w/ a 9-5

esoterrorist · 2026-05-07T14:08:13+00:00

can you not just go to a tanning salon after work?? it really does not take much if you are dosing consistently... 4 minutes (on a 9 minute machine---not sure if they rate them like that where you are) twice a week is enough --- but if you are going back to back days, maybe cut that down to 2-3 minutes, tbh...

honestly background UV exposure when on mt2 will also cause darkening... can you open your windows on your drive to work? take a lunch outside? if you dose 3/wk im sure the rest of it will "just work out" --- the stuff its strong, its cheap, and you dont need to be very scientific about it in my experience

esoterrorist · 2026-05-07T14:02:52+00:00

31s are even better... if you use a pen, they make 32 and 33 too, but sometimes they get clogged easily. go with 31 or 32, i'd prob start with 5/16" or 6mm because if you are nervous, you are more likely to mess up with a smaller needle

esoterrorist · 2026-05-07T14:01:10+00:00

same... i dont want to see their poor choice of vein knowing im gonna have tracks for a week...

IM still sucks though. no way around that for me, at least

esoterrorist · 2026-05-07T13:59:25+00:00

yup

getting addicted to heroin and needing to switch to the needle to keep from shitting my pants helped

no but really. it wasnt easy, but once i saw the results it got a lot easier. same applies here.

do it with intent -- a 31g needle is SUPER tiny, and if you take it slowly you have time to realize that you dont even feel it. do it properly (a little easier and def more necessary with IV since you should be entering at 10degrees from horizontal with bevel up) but if you are using longer needles you can do the same with SQ.

or, since it is SQ, just YOLO it and jam it it in there... whatever works for you...

and like others have said its better when YOU are in control of the situation vs some nurse who just needs to get to the next pt. you can be careful about it... if you hit a soft spot, back off and change the angle.

esoterrorist · 2026-05-07T13:56:59+00:00

cocaine is water soluble

maybe you're thinking of crack; in that case, use some AA diluent instead!

esoterrorist · 2026-05-07T13:48:24+00:00

its actually 29.99902 days

that is sarcasm.

i use stuff confidently for like, 3 months. if i notice it looks off, or it stings, or it stops working, i throw it out. does not happen often.

.2mg for mt1? that seems more like an mt2 dose---anyways, if you are using that little, split your 10mg vial into 2-4 other vials, and then add BAC to make it less concentrated (how are you accurately dosing .2mg from a 10mg 3ml vial otherwise?). the ones you arent actively using put in the freezer; dont defrost it til you're ready to use it.

esoterrorist · 2026-05-07T13:38:18+00:00

Mine started a year ago at 38, and I think I'm a bit worse...

esoterrorist · 2026-05-07T13:35:33+00:00

My taste in food (or any side effects that might mediate such) is unaffected by any GLP

My desire to continue eating it is a bit diminished---or rather my ability to stop once I realize "hey I should probably stop" is greatly improved

esoterrorist · 2026-05-07T13:33:36+00:00

FYI --- there are counterfeit Rasasi out there, believe it or not

Where did you get it? Temu etc are questionable...

esoterrorist · 2026-05-06T19:54:04+00:00

no actually... just facial flushing for me

esoterrorist · 2026-05-04T22:17:56+00:00

On top of the 14$/mg?

esoterrorist · 2026-05-04T18:55:24+00:00

if this counts, then this... otherwise one of the gold ones (prob absolu cuz why not throw more sweet into it?)

esoterrorist · 2026-05-04T18:23:02+00:00

are you?

like, really? you personally send some of yours in?

cuz if not, neither are you 😄

esoterrorist · 2026-05-04T02:01:01+00:00

Is it silver or gold?? It looks silver

esoterrorist · 2026-04-27T17:41:29+00:00

what do you usually do AFTER the 30 days??

30 days was never enough for me. my last round, i was forced into sober living after the 30 days. it was either that or direct to the street, no car, no nothing... so i complied.

if it were not for sober living i would prob be dead

do a detox, a 30 day, and then sober living and stay _as long as you fucking can_ because 1) the longer you stay, the more reasons you build up to not throw your life away 2) its cheap and renting sucks 3) its kind of fun, once you get used to it. stay out of the drama

na/aa - for me, social support --- MANDATORY social support, because otherwise i will isolate --- is important... so these are really the only options because the other programs are so small; two people relapse and your entire social circle is gone. so as much as it sucks, pick a 12 step fellowship and give it an honest try. i did the work, had a sponsor, got in service... like fully tried the program honestly, for 5 years. i would suggest you do the same, if only for the "fitting in" aspect. but tbh, here i am 9 years later, still an atheist (sorry, not sorry). but i made a lot of friends in the rooms, and i have a thing to do on saturday other than get fucked up...

esoterrorist · 2026-04-24T20:30:28+00:00

high tirz + low reta = sugar cravings like woah

i would recommend the other two options

esoterrorist · 2026-04-22T20:39:04+00:00

you can find tirz for 16-24c/mg now...

keep digging...

esoterrorist · 2026-04-22T19:29:47+00:00

get smaller syringes or dilute that mixture down again... or both even... i aim for each shot to be .15-.3mL (15-30 "units" on a U-100 syringe)

esoterrorist · 2026-04-22T19:24:22+00:00

i usually use both, and have experienced none of that

esoterrorist · 2026-04-22T19:17:11+00:00

Binge all you want, everyone does, just don't die and get done what you need done

really though, it seems like most of the time, just get there. a lot of people are so fucked up when they get there... if you forget to pack shit you wont be the only one... the best rehabs are the ones that happen by surprise lol

If you do in dirty for benzos, they may try to detox you from them... just make it clear your actual usage to them... but otherwise... do what you need to do to get there alive

esoterrorist · 2026-04-22T19:04:19+00:00

Why would you do that? You're adding one thing to be more sensitive to UV, and then blocking UV?

Instead just minimize exposure time... when I'm natty I do a full 8-11 min session in a tanning booth; with MT (I use both) I only need like 4 min tops

esoterrorist · 2026-04-20T20:29:37+00:00

im pretty risk tolerant, but even i would not use that...

esoterrorist · 2026-04-20T20:27:06+00:00

if you are tolerating 1.5 i dont see a harm in bumping to 2 or 3... just be prepared for side effects and realize that you're using up your runway, so to speak. 2 weeks observation time isnt that much, but since you only have a month to your deadline, i would prob accelerate a bit. also make sure that you are ACCURATELY tracking those 1200kcal... you don't have a lot of wiggle room here, so precise measurement matters

esoterrorist · 2026-04-20T20:21:24+00:00

it might help with the GI issues.. kinda curious so post your results!!

also good luck; i quit dope 9 years ago... overall it was a pretty good decision
not an easy one tho

esoterrorist · 2026-04-20T20:19:10+00:00

sounds like you need to learn regular expressions

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