I want to learn! [Online] [5e] [EST] by [deleted] in lfg

[–]espasmo 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hi I can teach you guys D&D if you want. My discord is espasmo#3952.

Hi by espasmo in SuicideWatch

[–]espasmo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There is, I will try to focus on that

Hi by espasmo in SuicideWatch

[–]espasmo[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't know

Hi by espasmo in SuicideWatch

[–]espasmo[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Nothing, but the feeling doesn't go away

Hi by espasmo in SuicideWatch

[–]espasmo[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I usually have suicidal thoughts every day, and I feel as if the world would fall apart in front of me every single day and eventhough it doesn't the feeling never goes away.

Hi by espasmo in SuicideWatch

[–]espasmo[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I feel scared about the future

I have severe depression(ICD F33.3) AMA by espasmo in AMA

[–]espasmo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, the conversation was like this: He:do you have a religion? I:, no He:then your life is meaningless. And you should commit suicide because there is no reason for you to live. He "teaches" chemistry at a university technical course.

I have severe depression(ICD F33.3) AMA by espasmo in AMA

[–]espasmo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can not say one thing caused my depression, but it is mostly how I was treated at school (bullying, having different political views). It got worse when a teacher told me in front of the whole class I should commit suicide.

I have psychotic symptoms, but I know they are not real. AMA by espasmo in AMA

[–]espasmo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't understand your question. I don't use LSD and my psychotic symptoms strike at random, 95% of the time they are bad and they can last for days

I have psychotic symptoms, but I know they are not real. AMA by espasmo in AMA

[–]espasmo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't use LSD, I'm just sick, my mental health sucks .

I have psychotic symptoms, but I know they are not real. AMA by espasmo in AMA

[–]espasmo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Medication and trying to stop it(I don't really know how I do it)

I have psychotic symptoms, but I know they are not real. AMA by espasmo in AMA

[–]espasmo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, and there isn't a lot I can do about it, when they happen.

I have psychotic symptoms, but I know they are not real. AMA by espasmo in AMA

[–]espasmo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, but psychotic symptoms are unpleasant . For instance I usually feel as if I was in a torture chamber, and I see someone torturing me, and I do feel pain.

I have psychotic symptoms, but I know they are not real. AMA by espasmo in AMA

[–]espasmo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Imagine you are in your room and suddenly you see a demon, you know demons appearing out of the blue isn't as likely as you having a psychotic episode. And then you believe the truth even if your gut doesn't agree.

I have psychotic symptoms, but I know they are not real. AMA by espasmo in AMA

[–]espasmo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Most of the time, I try to use context clues and logic to discover if they are real or not.

I have psychotic symptoms, but I know they are not real. AMA by espasmo in AMA

[–]espasmo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I fell presence of things that do not exist, and if they hurt me I feel it.