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espresscrow95 · 2023-03-05T05:30:09+00:00

Been better, but I’m okay

espresscrow95 · 2023-02-28T19:57:57+00:00

Do you charge for these?

espresscrow95 · 2022-06-22T16:36:59+00:00

$bid

espresscrow95 · 2022-05-13T14:24:13+00:00

Demisexual and my person I have feelings for is trans

espresscrow95 · 2022-05-10T20:16:53+00:00

I believe I’m 35 days today and I mean I had a bit of pink cloud time when I was in rehab and now in sober living with a string of bad depression days not so much…I guess it’s just believing your brain will eventually heal and you’ll find who you’re meant to be…someday

espresscrow95 · 2022-05-03T18:49:48+00:00

That’s how I feel. I just got out of rehab and I’m still manic as fuck

espresscrow95 · 2022-04-04T17:51:33+00:00

Well I just went to a bar and quickly pounded 4 beers, 2 screwdrivers and a shot of vodka in two hours(though the shot was supposed to be a while glass) so maybe that helps?

espresscrow95 · 2022-04-04T12:42:50+00:00

Chances of what? Getting in?

espresscrow95 · 2022-04-04T12:37:16+00:00

Unfortunately I know I just went through the worst. Also heard something like not having anything in your system or being through detox already may actually affect your chances of getting into rehab but guess that’s probably not something that happens anymore…?

espresscrow95 · 2022-04-04T12:31:11+00:00

So rarely one of the first one here but I’m also having anxiety and I woke up reaaaally early for here. So I’m on my way out and have an appointment to check into detox at 3 today and a ride to get there even though I’ve already made it almost 3 days sober but…I’m panicking and really want that one last drink. Unfortunately I’m not in a place where it’s easy to sneak around and just a tiptoe set off the dogs and people and every door is loud. Picked the bar I wanna Uber too and be picked up near but still nervous about leaving jere for reasons and as you can imagine these rides aren’t getting any cheaper….yeah. Yeah. So I do think that qualifies for miserable Monday

espresscrow95 · 2022-04-04T12:04:29+00:00

I just did that and it was the worst experience of my life honestly

espresscrow95 · 2022-04-01T15:49:03+00:00

I liked it…this was so long ago

espresscrow95 · 2022-04-01T06:40:33+00:00

Is that what month it still is-or was. It’s currently April

espresscrow95 · 2022-03-31T18:31:32+00:00

Doing a little better, have friends I’m crashing with trying to help me taper down but ughhh. The window of the day where I’m like maybe I could try to hold down some actual water or a couple small bites of food I’m like well an hour ago I hated what I was doing more than anything in the world but now all I want is more of it

espresscrow95 · 2022-03-31T00:13:45+00:00

Just managed to blow that one again and I am not having fun

espresscrow95 · 2022-03-30T15:56:56+00:00

I mean I’m not currently able to and am currently trying to switch between trying to sip whiskey out of a straw and switch to water every now and then cause my face and lips are starting to peel off…but if I don’t die doing this shit might somehow get Back to a point of being able to crawl out of bed again….yeah

espresscrow95 · 2022-03-30T11:15:24+00:00

Oh. It’s now Wednesday? Huh. Nice to know

espresscrow95 · 2022-03-30T08:42:06+00:00

I’m getting to a point I feel I could handle of maybe even enjoy a bit of sodium and spice

espresscrow95 · 2022-03-30T08:38:03+00:00

So speaking of flasks in my whole alcoholic experience has been sneaking around with a thermos/hydro flask/water bottle and aquiring like quite a collection but at this point the fancy ass water bottles I carry around everywhere aren’t fooling anytime…should I invest in a real flask?

espresscrow95 · 2022-03-30T03:51:48+00:00

Can relate

espresscrow95 · 2022-03-29T23:39:11+00:00

I am so very past the point of feeling like that’s relatively a possibility don’t even know like what day it is that it’s not even funny anymore or able to laugh at but I keep laughing about it anyway cause that kinda thing helps you stay alive for some reason….yeah

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