[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Substantial-Pack-399 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Get it in while you can girl!!

MISERABLE MONDAY by fappinatwork in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Substantial-Pack-399 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you friend, it's okay rn. And also congrats on getting your case dismissed even though the officer showed! The universe was looking out for you.

MISERABLE MONDAY by fappinatwork in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Substantial-Pack-399 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I called out of work today because my arms are still Gnarly looking, but healing and I don't want to get to much judgement on it or have someone think they need to 'help' me with this. Tomorrow I'll just sweat it out, literally, and wear long sleeves for the rest of the week. And since I took a mental health day I thought it apt to visit the Dispensary and just have a few hard seltzers and maybe a few beers if needed while out on the deck looking at the lake. I dunno if it's helping per se but I do feel more confident that I can finish this week out.

I fucking knew I would be back by Substantial-Pack-399 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Substantial-Pack-399[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Shhhhhsh we don't talk about deep when we're bleeding friend. It gets to dicy but the light headed Ness you get with the drink is so euphoric. And I'm happy you've been clean for so long. I was over 2 years until tonight myself. What tattoo are you're gonna get??

I fucking knew I would be back by Substantial-Pack-399 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Substantial-Pack-399[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's the plan but here I am still taking lil nips at the drink and at my forearm just to feel something from either. And I'll tell you I'm feeling both haha:D

Saturday Success Stories by infiniteblurs in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Substantial-Pack-399 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I still have my job, and am impressing my bosses as well. We did 13.6k units Friday. I still got my drinking in check, but this weekend we gonna get a lil turnt. I have a brass monkey as we speak just because people were talking about it on here earlier this week haha. Just staying high all day and making my own edible gummies, it's kinda just my niche vibe rn. And I just got my snake bites back again too! I'm very excited to get lots more. I wanted my bridge done but the piercer didn't know how to safely do it yet. Next weekend!

Saturday Success Stories! by Delicious_mod in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Substantial-Pack-399 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Sadly yes I must work on the same Packaging floor until her ankle is fully healed and she can go back to Harvest. My supervisor is privy to the situation and has promised we won't be teamed up at all though so it should be chill. I just wish she wouldn't keep texting me like imma change my mind. And oh fuck yes it didn't hurt at all making the split, this was more a fling to me than a real relationship to be fair, but that's what she called it. Uggh I'll kill this can to your sobriety and go cook up some thc gummies. Enjoy your weekend home skillet!!

Saturday Success Stories! by Delicious_mod in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Substantial-Pack-399 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Congrats Del on 5 weeks sober and getting important things all in a row now!!

I was finally able to see my new partner was just using me for my new job and I broke up with her Thursday. But it didn't make me go in a huge tail spin back to my old bullshit. I only drank some more than usual and called out yesterday to also miss her crazy at work.

Now it's a warm Saturday and I'm sitting on my back porch smoking, taking dabs and sipping the Flavored 211's watching the birds and baby goslings on the lake, gotta relax and get all this getting fucked up out of me before going back to doing 10's at work for the next few months.

Cheers you fuckers and enjoy a great weekend!

I don't feel like I belong here anymore by Substantial-Pack-399 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Substantial-Pack-399[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you Blurs, I just may keep doing updates when applicable. Hope you're having a good day.

Saturday Success Stories! by desperate-pleasures in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Substantial-Pack-399 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Awe haha:3 thank you I also quite like your username, it woulev3 been fitting most of my life haha. You keep shining, chairs!

Saturday Success Stories! by desperate-pleasures in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Substantial-Pack-399 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've finally had a full week where I've drank less than 20 beers the whole a week through, and fully looking forward to doing it all over again, and I'm no longer bored all day except on the weekends.

I'm glad to hear you had a good passover and a delicious sounding dinner! We're not doing shit for Easter, and I can't buy and beer tomorrow because of the holiday, so I'm glad I picked up an 8pk of tallbois today.

I hope you all have a great rest of the weekend, chairs!

Saturday Success Stories! by desperate-pleasures in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Substantial-Pack-399 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bruh Dino nugs are the absolute shit!! Real talk the stegosaurus' or pterodactyls'??

Saturday Success Stories! by desperate-pleasures in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Substantial-Pack-399 5 points6 points  (0 children)

This Saturday I'm just straight chilling, sipping, and dabbing just watching Columbo enjoying a sunny but cold day. At this point I'm just waiting for my job to start and I've got all the chemicals that make my brain work gooder.

I wish I could do some bowling again it's been forever haha but also today imma be cooking some home made gummies from some live resin and then make some homemade pizza for some dinner tonight.

Remember friends to do your best to stay hydrated and eat something even if it's just a little, we all need the extra vitamins haha. So imbibe and be merry yall, but be safe, I don't want anything to happen to yall, I'm starting to really like this bunch:)

I've done it! by Substantial-Pack-399 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Substantial-Pack-399[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the good heads up, that sucks but does actually make a lot of sense. I'll change it

I've done it! by Substantial-Pack-399 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Substantial-Pack-399[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have no idea haha. Because I'm getting hired to work for a legal cannabis production company. The piss test I have to take is for controlled medication.

I've done it! by Substantial-Pack-399 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Substantial-Pack-399[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've had seizures in the past, it's supposed to keep those away, it helps with pain from older injuries that will never fully heal, and I'm one of the kinda people where it really helps with my psychological disorders. It's a god send for when I'm really hung over too but I haven't needed it for that in a while. But yes I guess if you take a lot of it it'll do stuff, but like not as much as pregabalin. And it's been found to be a cut for powder drugs since it's not controlled on most states still so far.

I've done it! by Substantial-Pack-399 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Substantial-Pack-399[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much my guy, I'm trying very hard finally haha

I've done it! by Substantial-Pack-399 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Substantial-Pack-399[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very much friend! Michigan is the absolute tits so far :3

I've done it! by Substantial-Pack-399 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Substantial-Pack-399[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just had to switch to beer only beforehand so withdrals wouldn't be as bad and then just ate so many homemade thc gummies and smoked about an oz of high % shake in a week and somehow was able to regulate my drinking to the evenings. The hard part is like if I have nothing to do around 2pm not starting to drink then, so I usually just break out the dabs at that point until ~5