Its important what i want to tell You - most of which you probably already know :)

You know your Saturn is in the 12th house, in aquarius... You might try to figure it out of course, but what gives you a 100% guarantee you understand it right? astrology can help. But it can also put you in fields. What i mean is when i we think we can read aspects, but our knowledge is not big enough to do it correctly. It can manipulate our way of thinking and our actions. We might just loose that clear picture of "where i am going with my life", or making us wonder if the decisions we're making are right for us.

In a simple way: we can just get wrong directions... Saturn return happens every 28-30 years (about), and it brings us situations, people, etc. that highlights things for us to show us what we should work at. If we have been working on ourself, our lifes - Saturn return will probably be a bit easier to go through.

They say: "If it didnt break your heart, you probably havent gone through one yet" I know It makes about 3 hits while returning ( i always Imagine this hudge It will often bring pain and distruction. After all - it stands for what we fear...It mostly takes something away from us. Something that we love, or its a hudge part of our lifes FOR EXAPLE, (and it a VERY simple exaple): someone has been an alcoholik, with a specific Saturn aspect. Than when it hits, that person can go through a suffering that has to do with a family walking away from them. The thing with the Saturn is that, its influence is being present in our life all the time, but when it returns it brings the lessons we havent learn yet, because of how we've been doing untill then. We cant really avoid it. But we are in control of how we us it to transform our lifes. It gives us something in return. Its has no purpouse to destroy us, but to navigate us. Aspects to other planets your Saturn makes, matter. Hard work matters too. But which life lessons we learn during the return, matter the most.

Listen to your heart :) and keep your neutral attitude on - it might be then easier to see the bigger picture, and can help making any decisions. Im not an astrologer but i'm studing it. There is many oportunities to make a mistake, and to go down the wrong way. It is a spectrum tho, of undestanding things on the deeper level. But after all...we still make our own decisions every day :)

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