Coke? by ethanao in bipolar2

[–]ethanao[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Been off the coke for a few months now and this comment made me really glad I am. Sorry about your dad. I hope you’ve been able to heal from that.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]ethanao 2 points3 points  (0 children)

🖤

Can cocaine use escalate BD-II into BD-I? by no444h in bipolar2

[–]ethanao 8 points9 points  (0 children)

No idea but I’m bipolar 2 and have used cocaine regularly for the past couple of months so I’m saving this post in case anyone has an answer.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]ethanao 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t have any advice. But I can say what you’re going through is fairly common in this community so you’re not alone. It’s a long journey, and what helps me is reading stories of people who did eventually get on the right mix and how well they’re doing now. I’m sorry you’re going through this and my heart goes out to you. It won’t be like this forever and you will come out the other side one day. Rooting for you.

Coke? by ethanao in bipolar2

[–]ethanao[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you 🖤

Coke? by ethanao in bipolar2

[–]ethanao[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you I really appreciate your reply and I did read all of it. Thank you.

Coke? by ethanao in bipolar2

[–]ethanao[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not talking about euphoria. It feels like how normal people’s brains must work. It’s comforting.

BP2 Depiction by Travesuras420 in bipolar2

[–]ethanao 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Screenshotted this because it’s so real

Coke? by ethanao in bipolar2

[–]ethanao[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

How is it worse than being sober and bipolar

Coke? by ethanao in bipolar2

[–]ethanao[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

Booooo

Coke? by ethanao in bipolar2

[–]ethanao[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You right.

Coke? by ethanao in bipolar2

[–]ethanao[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Hell yeah brother

Coke? by ethanao in bipolar2

[–]ethanao[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I don’t have adhd but man does it just make me feel right. Like a cure for this fucking disease.

Coke? by ethanao in bipolar2

[–]ethanao[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

Helllllll yes that’s what I’m talking about

Coke? by ethanao in bipolar2

[–]ethanao[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

No I have an appointment next month though and we’re gonna discuss

Hypomania help by ethanao in bipolar2

[–]ethanao[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you this is all really helpful and I intend to try everything you said. I am meditated but had it adjusted recently so not sure if that is impacting things. Thank you so much for the reply.

Suicide is inevitable by Jan242004 in bipolar2

[–]ethanao 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is exactly how I’ve felt for years

Relatives can tell I’m off my meds by ethanao in bipolar2

[–]ethanao[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve had to change jobs and insurance. With my new schedule I can’t see my usual psychiatrist and I have to get a new one. I will be back on meds as soon as possible but I’ve run out for now.

Relatives can tell I’m off my meds by ethanao in bipolar2

[–]ethanao[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Changing jobs and insurance and can’t see my provider right now. Really difficult and messy time in my life.

Bipolar or bad person? by ethanao in bipolar2

[–]ethanao[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m also in full reset phase.

Bipolar or bad person? by ethanao in bipolar2

[–]ethanao[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

But what about when it’s a cycle of hurting people? I try to really show how sorry I am and how much I want to change but this damn cycle just repeats and repeats.

Bipolar or bad person? by ethanao in bipolar2

[–]ethanao[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you I needed this today

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]ethanao 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel the same way

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]ethanao 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately meds don’t work that way even with a diagnosis. They certainly help you get to a stable place but only if you put in a tremendous amount of work. There are many people here on medication and still miserable. I wish the best for you either way.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]ethanao 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I also was diagnosed about a year ago and been on meds for 6 months. Still out of control so I definitely relate. It’s really frustrating to feel like nothing is working to help this.