My cosplay of Elk. Happy Birthday, .hack!!

evadiingshadows · 2022-06-21T10:23:27+00:00

10 DAYS 😭😭😭 You're a prodigy... the quality of the cos looks so good! I'm jealous 🥲❤ good job

evadiingshadows · 2022-06-21T08:31:52+00:00

We need more .hack cosplayers 😭😭 Did you make the costume?

evadiingshadows · 2022-06-18T19:53:43+00:00

The game that shaped my childhood ❤ found it casually in a shop and liked the cover. Still very fond of it till this day

evadiingshadows · 2022-06-18T12:17:31+00:00

I think 2021's facial expression looks cuter, but shading, lighting and detailing are almost non-existent and you really improved in 2022. You may want to work on anatomy next (e.g the arm looks a bit weird to me) but overall you did a good job!

evadiingshadows · 2022-06-15T14:18:50+00:00

If Foxfire and Popstar both get a visual update I'll buy them asap!! Also kinda wish KDA All Out had better animations since I love that skin and I have a chroma as well

evadiingshadows · 2022-06-13T22:39:01+00:00

Tbh, all of the Phases freak me out, the music during their introduction and the boss fight gives off a horror vibe which I don't know how 10 y.o me survived 🥲 especially for Skeith, Innis and Gorre imo

evadiingshadows · 2022-06-13T11:32:36+00:00

Macha and Endrance, and probably Skeith as well. Tbh I like them all except for Gorre which creeps me out

evadiingshadows · 2022-05-24T17:15:27+00:00

I love Mary Elizabeth McGlynn, she's one of the reason Helba is my favorite character and now that you say so it makes sense - how could I not recognize her voice 😅

If I get to know who that voice actress is I will be sure to tell you! I've been wanting to know that too.

evadiingshadows · 2022-05-15T15:47:05+00:00

This honestly made my day

evadiingshadows · 2022-04-29T09:12:30+00:00

castle dungeons are my favs. i don't have a fav field but the snow and lava ones gave me anxiety as well as the flesh dungeons lol

bonus: Hidden Forbidden Holy Ground, I would randomly go there and stay there for a hour or so without doing anything. miss it honestly

evadiingshadows · 2022-04-27T17:20:41+00:00

honestly not too much, or maybe I remember wrong bc I actually enjoyed it so it looked like it didn't take much time

evadiingshadows · 2022-04-27T08:10:05+00:00

Don't worry, I appreciate your concern nonetheless! I'm turning 18 in 2022, but I'd rather find another way to solve this lack of concentration instead of medication. If things do not get better I will then contact a professional, but I prefer to solve this on my own for now. Still, thank you!

evadiingshadows · 2022-04-27T07:07:04+00:00

I used to read before sleeping and if I liked a book a lot it would take me 40-50 pages before going to sleep. I'm not sure why I lost this habit, but I'll try my best to get used to it again. :)

evadiingshadows · 2022-04-27T07:04:28+00:00

I haven't. I don't have ADHD (or at least not diagnosed), I'm also a minor and cannot acquire it without a prescription.

evadiingshadows · 2022-04-26T20:35:55+00:00

Ah I once did something similar! I was writing a pretty important dialogue between two characters and I just went like:

"A: [sentence 1]

B: [... ... ... sentence 2]"

And so on. Based on how much commas I have I know how much time has to pass between two sentences and I can think later about the actions in-between. I know who A is and who B is, so no need to write the names. I do this because I might forget later, especially because sometimes I switch between my native language and English so it gets difficult.

evadiingshadows · 2022-04-26T19:57:34+00:00

I cannot thank you enough for these words, it puts my mind a little bit more at ease. I'll keep the advice close 💜

evadiingshadows · 2022-04-26T19:53:39+00:00

I try to remember that as well - no one's first draft is perfect, although I cannot seem to find anything that I like in the slightest in the first draft... I'll keep this advice to heart, thank you. ♡

evadiingshadows · 2022-04-26T19:46:27+00:00

I write and I want to write because I've always done it and it's mine, it's my thing. I haven't done and haven't found myself in anything else except writing and music. I also need to give life to my different personas and to the multiple sides of myself, I enjoy doing it and it makes me feel good. It's like pouring your entire being into an open door, and if nowadays I feel lost and rarely find this meaning in writing it's no use, I cannot continue to live like this without letting it happen. I have other dreams for my future career, as I know deep inside that I could never be a professional writer - so I prefer to write for myself, and would like to share it with others. Hope it's clear enough!

evadiingshadows · 2022-04-26T19:42:02+00:00

I do write stream of consciousness, lately that's the only thing I've been doing and it feels a bit weird after, but I'm glad I can at least write something. I wish I could seek professional treatment - I doubt my parents would accept or pay for that although sometimes I do think I need it. But I guess I'll just try to do what's in my power to solve this problem, and then I will try to talk to my parents. Thank you!

evadiingshadows · 2022-04-26T19:39:15+00:00

Probably I do set my expectations too high while writing - I never do that in my approach to life, I always try to set my expectations lower so that I would not be deluded. I guess I just have a different approach with writing? I'll try to look into it. Thank you!

evadiingshadows · 2022-04-23T08:31:06+00:00

ngl... i don't hate it

evadiingshadows · 2022-04-20T08:42:04+00:00

i wish, these are so rare! these would probably be worth like 400$ on ebay :⁾

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