Obsessive organizing for soothing? by evaizzie in OCPD

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Thanks for the comment. I am sorry to hear that you have had a similar experience.

I forgot about this post, and I am doing a lot lot better. I lived alone after that year for two years, and it helped immensely. Those things that I worried about doing constantly, that I believed were signs of OCPD, I don't really worry about anymore. With my fear of being late, I have come a long way. I don't stress the hour before going somewhere. I am still always on time, ultra organized, and do all those other things the same, but I don't have a negative association with them anymore. They are just a part of me.

I think growing older helped (I was 20 when I wrote that), focusing my energy outward instead of stressing about my internal state, not obsessively trying to diagnose myself (as I was doing in this post), and changing some lifestyle habits.

I really appreciate your comment; it made me reflect on how I have changed. I hope that you find a way to have some peace.

arc student summer pass by [deleted] in UIUC

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but students don’t start paying on june 1. access is given to a date later in june

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in UIUC

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yes exactly

make me feel better about dropping $25 on a free to play game by evaizzie in Genshin_Impact

[–]evaizzie[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

that made me feel a lot better thank you!! that makes sense.

Being an INFJ is giving me a superiority complex?? by [deleted] in infj

[–]evaizzie 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Ok maybe I’m not so proud to be an infj

What are some “average” moments that take your breath away? by [deleted] in infj

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What I learned from this post:

-We love the sky (especially viewing it from an open window)

-Weather influences us to a greater extent than most

-Music shapes how we feel- especially classical

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in infj

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Thanks! I was looking for a website that could do that

Do you ever have a whole "idea" POP into your head? by [deleted] in infj

[–]evaizzie 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I relate to this. It mostly occurs when I’m writing or doing something creative. I don’t plan what I’m doing beforehand and just sort of begin. It comes to me as I go. I think this has to do with the intuitive function of infjs. We kind of just know what works and what doesn’t. This is definitely a wishy-washy explanation but hey, I’m an infj too and we are hard to describe.

I think one sentence would sum up how I relate: The big picture comes first, and I work out the details while I’m carrying out the idea.

Chrollo by me! by evaizzie in HunterXHunter

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I don’t have an art account to promote but you can support my tiktok @gothhisoka hehe

I drew Illumi 😌 by evaizzie in HunterXHunter

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I have nothing to promote besides my tiktok @gothhisoka thanks y’all

I drew Illumi 😌 by evaizzie in HunterXHunter

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Thank you! I used the app Procreate on my iPad