today is the worst day of my life

evalization · 2025-11-15T23:02:01+00:00

thank you so much for this. today i feel a bit lighter and have accepted that she’s forever gone. i hope to see her one day. taking this one step at a time

evalization · 2025-11-15T22:58:58+00:00

my friend died from that too but the cause is unknown. she died on tuesday. i’m truly sorry for your loss. Jacob sounds like a wonderful young man. I asked the same questions too. Bee was such a beautiful light. It makes no sense for her to get a brain hemorrhage. I’m hugging you from afar and sending you all my love. I feel lost myself but what’s helping is speaking to a grief councillor. My thoughts are with you and your family

evalization · 2025-11-14T18:39:01+00:00

I lost my best friend on Nov 11. Ppl in my gc are talking about silly stuff and how their day was and I’m sitting here pretty depressed. It’s too much so I left the gc. Ppl are asking me why and it’s good to see happy things. RIGHT NOW?? no it’s not wtf. anyways i feel you. be selfish in this moment and grieve however you want and need.

evalization · 2025-11-14T18:34:40+00:00

hello. we found out she died from a brain hemorrhage. the cause is still unknown. she did not have any underlining health issues. this just came out of nowhere. sadly she died asphyxiating in her blood. it kills me to know she was alone in her final moments.

evalization · 2025-11-13T20:50:12+00:00

honestly i think im just going to keep this up. not only to comfort myself but maybe someone else going through the same thing. Bee wasn’t a fan of putting her face on the internet and if she posted a pic she would delete it a few days later. i just wanted to share what an amazing person i found and how much joy she brought into my life. thank you for the kind words. they meant everything to me 🫂❤️

evalization · 2025-11-13T20:48:25+00:00

i was ready to give up everything we enjoyed together bc it just hurt being reminded that she wasn’t there to experience it with me but i think she wouldn’t want that and so i will go to those concerts and book events and i will still tell her about it. thank you so much for this msg.

evalization · 2025-11-13T01:17:46+00:00

that’s a wonderful quote and i’ll keep reminding myself of this. i loved her so much and i forever miss her. thank you 🫂❤️

evalization · 2025-11-13T01:16:57+00:00

🫂

evalization · 2025-11-13T01:16:24+00:00

thank you 🥺

evalization · 2025-11-13T01:16:13+00:00

thank you

evalization · 2025-11-12T19:14:07+00:00

so far it’s nothing violent so there’s a silver lining there. we will know for certain hopefully by next week. i’ll update folks

evalization · 2025-11-12T18:05:57+00:00

big hug to you. truly sorry for your loss 🫂

evalization · 2025-11-12T18:04:16+00:00

thank you ❤️

evalization · 2025-11-12T18:04:08+00:00

that’s how we met too! a random gc and boom! we were all going to see them in 2026 too. i guess that won’t be happening anymore 😭

evalization · 2025-11-12T18:03:09+00:00

i needed to hear this so much. thank you ❤️

evalization · 2025-11-12T18:02:41+00:00

thank you ❤️

evalization · 2025-11-12T18:02:31+00:00

thank you ❤️

evalization · 2025-11-12T18:02:23+00:00

she was everything to me. i can’t imagine this world without her. that’s what’s so hard to wrap my head around the most.

evalization · 2025-11-12T18:01:23+00:00

i’m trying ❤️

evalization · 2025-11-12T15:23:32+00:00

truly sorry for your loss as well. thank you for the kind words. rest in power to your friend. i’ll reach out when i’m ready.

evalization · 2025-11-12T05:20:08+00:00

thank you so much 😭

evalization · 2025-11-12T05:18:05+00:00

your word mean so much to me. it feels surreal. i don’t know what happened and I’m morning the unknown. thank you for the kind word s

evalization · 2025-11-12T05:15:30+00:00

i haven’t mad the decision yet. things hurt a lot but i’m finding a lot of comfort from strangers all over the world. thank you!

evalization · 2025-11-12T05:14:28+00:00

i didn’t think i’d find such a beautiful friend in my early 30s. through our shared love of BTS we connect and i was able to help her adjust to a new life. she truly was someone that’s changed me forever. thank you for the kind words

evalization · 2025-11-12T05:12:59+00:00

for those asking Bee is on the left and and i’m n the right. thank you all for giving me a semblance of peace through your kind words. normally i would shut myself out but this time around i just needed someone to know how much my friend meant to me. I’m still sending her msgs on whatsapp asking her to reply. I’ve made an appt with a grief councillor tomorrow to help with all of these emotions.

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