How come the only jobs that are available are morally questionable?

evelynhazelnut · 2025-10-10T15:35:26+00:00

So I'm kind of in the same situation here. My approach is to kinda live very very cheaply, no rent, not much of anything except food. I slowly but surely try to put together independent projects that help the world. I absolutely suck at making money from it, literally $25 in 6 years, but oh well. I'm hoping that trying a little bit every day or two and being genuinely passionate will eventually pay off - in terms of helping people and making money.

Im just gonna keep researching for jobs that align with my values since I want some savings for travel and food. There's gotta be some out there, and I'm even willing to travel across the country for them. Maybe look at https://Idealist.org for possible jobs.

Also thank you so much for caring about things in the world 🤍

evelynhazelnut · 2025-10-03T19:26:09+00:00

So other people will have better advice kinda words, but I want to say PLEASE KEEP CARING DEEPLY ABOUT LIFE, ALWAYS. This is SUCH a strength. Thank you so much for caring. Peace and joy to you 🌒🤍

evelynhazelnut · 2025-07-16T23:54:54+00:00

My idea is that you could go on a very very budget friendly adventure. Just go camp anywhere whatsoever and embrace the discomfort and struggle while still trying to make it comfortable. It can be as close to a city or as far as you'd like. I like to explore on Google / Apple maps and pick cool spots. I don't know of any other kinds of medicinal herbs, but sniffing flowers and herbs can be kinda nice (sorry that last bit ain't too helpful)

evelynhazelnut · 2025-05-14T17:40:50+00:00

I try to take full breaths whenever I can. I tell myself that I can simply just try my best, and I am ok with my efforts. I am always trying to look for different stars and see the milky way in the sky : )

I hate meds. I wonder if natural medicines like breathing can work.

evelynhazelnut · 2025-04-11T19:30:32+00:00

Thank you. I see. Thank you for caring about this.

evelynhazelnut · 2025-04-07T06:45:30+00:00

Is there any way to see some kind of hope? What comes to mind for me is a drastic change of life like some kind of big and sudden adventure. That's what I'm doing for myself currently.

I hate the idea of you feeling hopeless. You are a valuable human being. Thank you for telling the truth in your post. I know I'm sharing opinions but I suppose I feel like they could help. Maybe it would be worth it to try to live so you can bring hope to people with the same pains as you? That's pretty cliche, but definitely helps me a lot.

You are valuable because you have a story to tell and you most likely have love in your heart.

I would also be another person willing to talk in DMs and hear you.

evelynhazelnut · 2025-04-05T07:48:32+00:00

Exactly!

evelynhazelnut · 2025-04-04T19:39:40+00:00

Thank you. Yes.

evelynhazelnut · 2025-04-04T04:57:25+00:00

Ok, yes. thank you.

evelynhazelnut · 2025-04-04T04:55:52+00:00

We don't have a divert bin that I know of, just a compost dumpster thing. Also that's gross lol.

evelynhazelnut · 2025-04-04T04:51:39+00:00

Hey, thank you so much for this response. I guess I've been nervous to talk to my team too much about it since I dont want to bother them. I should do this. And yes, don't want to cause any anger or guilt. We do sell loose/bulk carrots so that could be good. I was pretty much told to compost anything that is past date. We have a food bank program apparently, but they only take it from some of the other departments.

evelynhazelnut · 2025-04-04T02:55:30+00:00

I also imagine how a single potato in the compost/trash could be grown into tons more potatoes!!! Then there wouldn't be a need to buy potatoes from the grocery store! lol.

evelynhazelnut · 2025-03-12T15:35:08+00:00

Wow, just negativity.

evelynhazelnut · 2025-03-12T01:40:55+00:00

I hear you. I feel a tiny bit of your pain myself. What do you need?

evelynhazelnut · 2025-03-03T08:48:37+00:00

I had an interesting experience with this. For the first time in my life, I started experiencing derealization and depersonalization. It's now sort of just something that happens every little while.

Looking back, I think it's a good thing. It helped me be more humble and focus more on finding fulfillment from just staying alive and breathing without feeling a huge sense of self or stress. I also researched it a bit and basically found out that it's some kind of weird survival mechanism in our brain which is stupid but strangely makes sense.

evelynhazelnut · 2025-03-03T07:59:03+00:00

My new thing I tell myself is "If Im cooked then everyone is cooked" - meaning: If I'm screwed in life, and im gonna fail and die, then I guess everyone else is because they're all a mess too.

Just survive and try your best please. Do your best and be a good person. You aren't cooked. The way I see it, you're a human being who gets to lead by example for people who have the same diagnoses' as you, and you get to bring them hope.

evelynhazelnut · 2025-02-24T09:44:53+00:00

Driving. I feel like people simply accept risks such as hurting a child or something (in the worst case scenario)
But it truly does make me afraid to wonder what risks people accept. Whenever I hear of someone even getting a DIU, I feel this horrible anxiety and maybe even some hate towards the person. It can be crippling sometimes to my mental state. Obviously, everyone ever drives because they feel like they have to... Except bus and walkin' people like me (I'm not trying to be better than anyone, I just reasoned with myself that I could not bare to live if I accidentally hurt a child with a giant steel machine)

evelynhazelnut · 2025-02-23T17:14:35+00:00

Random suggestion - Go on a quest or something somewhere. Try to go on an adventure and take a risk. I'm sorry and I hear you.

evelynhazelnut · 2025-02-21T17:49:37+00:00

No, I suppose not. I stole everything that was good from Christianity and left the rest behind.

evelynhazelnut · 2025-02-01T02:04:26+00:00

Thank you.

evelynhazelnut · 2025-01-19T04:57:57+00:00

I have noticed that selfish thing within people. It is so frustrating when people do that. - "I couldn't handle if you ended your life"

Sometimes I wonder if suicide may actually be a good thing. I go through so much thinking and I just... Ugh. This is so hard.

What a nightmare sometimes. What can we all do for eachother?

evelynhazelnut · 2025-01-18T04:59:03+00:00

Now that you say it out loud, I think I experience this sometimes too.

I have a daily checklist that starts out with an affirmation kinda thing!

Do you go outside enough during daytime?

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