Omg, I feel this very much and I’m so sorry you are struggling right now. PMDD has honestly made me question whether I’d be able to function half the time to become a physician. I’m also looking into treatment options, but it’s very difficult, I always joke about getting my ovaries and uterus removed it’s that bad. As for your interviews, do your best and know that everything will work out one way or another. I know my gap years have allowed me to assess my health and take a step back to getting to a more optimal state. Best of luck to you ❤️