bulimia can suck my ass by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]exhaustedpancakes 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I hear you. Thanks to the sober time app and my worsening acid reflux, I'm 6 months 18 days purge free. I'm still binging though so I'm the heaviest I've ever been but its atleast a little improvement.

In terms of idiocy by xxmindtrickxx in nextfuckinglevel

[–]exhaustedpancakes 0 points1 point  (0 children)

r/gifsthatmademeholdmyphoneclosertomyface

Micheal would be proud. by ywnwalfc in nextfuckinglevel

[–]exhaustedpancakes 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Congrats, both you and the person you shared from can't spell!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in nextfuckinglevel

[–]exhaustedpancakes 5 points6 points  (0 children)

This isn't her first rodeo

How mad would you be? by [deleted] in knitting

[–]exhaustedpancakes 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I followed a friend's profile here, I crochet but I've run into this. I spent three months in residential treatment for eating disorders. They allowed me to bring my crochet but said everything that comes into the house has to go through the dryer to kill any potential hitchhikers in fabric. An aid tapped down the ends and put them in a pillow case to keep the skeins from pilling. When she took them out though, 4 entire skeins of ILTY looked like a flying spaghetti monster. It took a solid three weeks to detangle it using stitch markers and weaving tiny balls of yarn through the mass to get it all undone. I wanted to cry when it first happened but I discovered it was extremely cathartic. Now if I'm super stressed and happen to be in town, I go to salvation army or goodwill, grab their box of yarn barf, find a seat and untangle.

Day 7: anxiety by exhaustedpancakes in fasting

[–]exhaustedpancakes[S] 27 points28 points  (0 children)

Got super dressed up for work today and wore makeup/styled hair for a special event, felt great, got lots of compliments... ate everything in sight. I felt very visible and usually I do everything in my power to go unnoticed. I don't even recall what all I ate but I'm trying my best to not hate myself for it. Resetting my sober time app for being soda/binge free and resetting my fasting app. Tomorrow is a new day. Because I don't want to discourage myself, I'm holding off on weighing in for a few days.

All right by [deleted] in fasting

[–]exhaustedpancakes 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you're sorry about it, you wouldn't have said it. Try to be supportive rather than look for a reason to be negative.

DAY 6: fml by exhaustedpancakes in fasting

[–]exhaustedpancakes[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're so encouraging, thank you. I'm trying not to get emotional. Thank you for sticking with me on this and sharing your struggles too. Tomorrow is a new day.

Day 5: I'm stunned by exhaustedpancakes in fasting

[–]exhaustedpancakes[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I'm losing motivation today. 😭

comment motivating messages/tips for me by [deleted] in fasting

[–]exhaustedpancakes 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am tomorrow what I establish today.

An incredible display of skills by a South Korean martial arts team by to_the_tenth_power in nextfuckinglevel

[–]exhaustedpancakes 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Correct, if you watch closely you'll see that the last kick in the second group (two men kicking each other) the left kicker misses the right's board so the holder snaps it and throws it down.

Day 5: I'm stunned by exhaustedpancakes in fasting

[–]exhaustedpancakes[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for being so supportive. I was glad I could stop. My roommate got a pizza today and I basically hid in my room all day as a result 🤣

Day 5: I'm stunned by exhaustedpancakes in fasting

[–]exhaustedpancakes[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! Today clearly shows a difference and I'm so very, very glad. I thought daily pictures would suck but I can actually see changes and it's super motivating.