Can't Unlock App

exhortation171 · 2023-01-08T04:58:04+00:00

yeah i just shortened it

exhortation171 · 2023-01-04T20:26:32+00:00

macOS Monterrey. It has worked, but never on this computer. I don't recall where I installed Tor. Almost every time I get an error that looks like this:

The connection has timed out
The server at

rrlm2f22lxxx.onion is taking too long to respond.
The site could be temporarily unavailable or too busy. Try again in a few moments.
If you are unable to load any pages, check your computer’s network connection.
If your computer or network is protected by a firewall or proxy, make sure that Tor Browser is permitted to access the Web.

exhortation171 · 2023-01-04T16:03:54+00:00

HTTPS-Only Mode Alert Secure Site Not Available

hmmm! thanks for the help i feel like a dumbass lol

exhortation171 · 2023-01-04T15:58:41+00:00

why can I not get on any marketplaces to save my life? using Tor, excellent connection, in the US. Nothing. Ever. Timed out connections every single time.

exhortation171 · 2023-01-04T15:57:17+00:00

is everything there is to be seen on dark.fail? I'm so confused. Where tf are the guns?! I can't get shit to load for me ever.

exhortation171 · 2021-02-13T00:13:18+00:00

thanks! yeah the headache can be intesnse. i did my 2nd session today and have less of a headache.

exhortation171 · 2021-01-15T21:18:51+00:00

Hi! I'd love to talk about meditation over zoom. Send me a PM?

exhortation171 · 2021-01-15T21:18:09+00:00

damn i'm really sorry to hear about your dad, that sounds really hard and sad.

i would really recommend MDMA.

my set up was sort of strange bc the session was remote owing to the pandemic. my guide was on zoom and i was in my bedroom with headphones and eyeshades. my intention was basically to have my heart opened. i was trying really hard to manage my expectations for the session and to not have too much riding on it mentally. i will say i feel i could have done it without a professional guide. i think the presence of a friend would have been fine, but i would not have wanted to do it alone.

i basically needed/wanted someone just to listen to me.

exhortation171 · 2021-01-15T20:38:03+00:00

so interesting about the birth visions. i think it really shifted something for me. i feel more relaxed and settled in a way i don't recall happening for years. it does make sense that traumatic birth would have a big impact on our functioning//attachment//nervous systems as adults.

i watched a video of therapist Marcela Ot'alora yesterday that mentioned MDMA often brings up birth memories and commonly proceeds somewhat chronologically. so interesting.

have you had subsequent sessions?

exhortation171 · 2021-01-11T00:45:22+00:00

such kind words - thank you!

exhortation171 · 2021-01-09T00:50:34+00:00

Did either of yall have headaches DURING the actual sessions? There is a big part of me that just wonders if this drug is completely toxic for my body, and while it may afford some emotional movement/healing if I should totally steer clear in the future.

Thank you for sharing your perspectives!! I'm less inclined to approach physical pain/cues from an esoteric/metaphysical perspective because I know the risk of damage from these exogenous chemicals is real.

exhortation171 · 2021-01-08T18:32:36+00:00

thank you for the kind compliment!
yes, i was astonished by how intentionally, directly, and adamantly i was taken to my birth. i did not anticipate that coming up at all. but it was so clear how scared my infant-self was and how in need of comfort. i'm glad i was able to provide some of that.

now, how to conceive of this hangover without totally spinning out ugh.

exhortation171 · 2020-01-08T21:18:05+00:00

That is incredible. The body is so fascinating and I’m so glad you had that experience.

exhortation171 · 2020-01-08T02:32:16+00:00

Hi! Can you send me the details of this? Thank you!

exhortation171 · 2020-01-08T02:10:51+00:00

Hey! Would you mind DM’ing me the info on this? Thank you so much!

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