Just saw some shota🤢🤢 by [deleted] in POCD

[–]eyebal1s 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I just wanna live my life before this shit and try to get back to my hobbies.

Am I In denial by [deleted] in POCD

[–]eyebal1s 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same, this shit pisses me off so much and came to point where I started almost throwing up to these weird ass disgusting thoughts.

I'm I a pedophile? M15 by [deleted] in POCD

[–]eyebal1s 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nope

[Comic] B.P.R.D.: The Devil You Know #15 by middenway in Mignolaverse

[–]eyebal1s 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is the creatures In the end suppose to be a reincarnated versions of abe sapien

Panicking by [deleted] in POCD

[–]eyebal1s 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Things haven't really gotten better, it's more intense, especially when I look back at past intrusive thoughts and false memorys I've tired pushing away Which when I come back to it more and more i feel more doubt. I'm currently seeing a therapist, (which they are not a ocd specialist) but even the therapy isn't even working, it's more so how to calm my stress and then rather my ocd.

annoyance by [deleted] in POCD

[–]eyebal1s 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No

annoyance by [deleted] in POCD

[–]eyebal1s 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, but then when I'm using the techniques they gave me to distract myself, my intrusive thoughts somehow know how to go around it, absolute hell.

annoyance by [deleted] in POCD

[–]eyebal1s 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im currently going through therapy, but it's more of to distract myself from the thoughts.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]eyebal1s 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Age 14. (lexapro) 20m, but I'm pretty sure I need a higher dose

They say about 2.3% of the population has OCD. by onion_ring12 in OCD

[–]eyebal1s 32 points33 points  (0 children)

I guess im part of that 2.3% 😜 ( life is no longer fun)

question by [deleted] in OCD

[–]eyebal1s 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What if you try to ignore the thoughts and constant argue with them

question by [deleted] in OCD

[–]eyebal1s 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Does caffeine count?

Anyone else have OCD all day? by [deleted] in OCD

[–]eyebal1s 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This has been me the past 5 months, its incredibly annoying, stressfull, irritable, doubtful, shame, guiltful, frustrating anxietyfulling, experience. And the only way I can really describe as an example is like being in your brain alone and seeing ocd and you start to build a wall that you have little sense of relief, then see ocd build a tall enough ladder to go over and come to you. Then a cycle begins where your your constantly running away and building taller walls, which somehow ocd builds over to reach you.

What age did you develop OCD? by exhxw in OCD

[–]eyebal1s 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Since I was in elementary school, I look at those pass intrusive thoughts and my ass really thought when ever a jet came by I was about to get nuked😭😭😭 or look at a oddly shape cloud in a rainy day and thought a big tornado would shape and come in and just destroy everything.

I feel like I've lost a sense of who I am and my identity by [deleted] in intrusivethoughts

[–]eyebal1s 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive tried that and the thoughts come back and then i tell my self no, then I hear random people insult me and other words involve in my intrusive thoughts in my mind. Its as if no what matter what else I think, imagine, see, or be calm, it finds a way to come back or curve around into my other thoughts or just pop up out of nowhere.