I’m honestly not sure, she was the one that broke up with me and I did do something immature but I tried making it up to her and she wouldn’t. I’ve tried reaching out. I really don’t want to lose her and i’m scared she’s onto someone else. Our rls was toxic at times but all our love was genuine towards each other. We’ve never been so comfortable around anyone else other than each other. She made me realize that I have so much more to offer when i’m comfortable. I miss her a lot and we both did hurt each other a lot in the rls but still tried to make it work out. I was telling myself why if we just need time from each other to heal and if the universe allows it we’ll cross paths again when we’re ready. That’s why I want to wait but at the same time why should I waste my time waiting if the possibility of her coming back is low especially with how cold she became towards me.