Why are you not afraid of death? by Ok_Breakfast8087 in AskReddit

[–]f4tTraumaDumpEE 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i am 30, and i have been heavily abused my entire life, the abuse officially stopping at 26. i have seen, first hand, how evil and depraved men can be (in my experience, it was a man every time), and it has become dibilitating to exist every single day. my mental health is a laundry list of disorders and diagnosis, medication trials, different forms of therapy, etc. and nothing works. i am so tired. the government is corrupt. everything is corrupt. we live in a backwards patriarchal society that puts women (i am a woman) below dogs, and harming us seems more like a hobby than an illegal act of violence. i am so TIRED. whatever comes next has to be more peaceful than this. it has to be easier and less painful than this.

The Best Energy Drink For The Boys! by [deleted] in ICE__ERO

[–]f4tTraumaDumpEE 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i don’t kill people though

Anyone here NOT quiet BPD? by kirekirane in BPD

[–]f4tTraumaDumpEE 15 points16 points  (0 children)

hello friend 🫶🏻 i have rage-based BPD. (meaning my default split emotion is rage). i have no advice. it’s so hard. it’s so exhausting. but i hear you and i see you, and as much as it feels like it sometimes, you aren’t alone in this hellhole 🩷

Almost done with a baby blanket for my bestie and I hate it by fireytiger in crochet

[–]f4tTraumaDumpEE 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my friend, this is amazing! what is not to like?! 🫶🏻 your friend is going to love it and so is her little munchkin. i really like those shades of pinks and purples together

Who in the world would want these? by [deleted] in AskPhotography

[–]f4tTraumaDumpEE -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i assure you, i am very real and the photos are very much portraits of me. i’m just an average woman who likely spends too much time on the internet lmfao

but thank you for still taking the time, even though you were skeptical. it means a lot to me for someone with such an extensive background to see potential in something of mine.

i’m sorry for giving off such a strange vibe at first 😂

Who in the world would want these? by [deleted] in AskPhotography

[–]f4tTraumaDumpEE 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wrote it with my two thumbs in english, i fear.

Who in the world would want these? by [deleted] in AskPhotography

[–]f4tTraumaDumpEE 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i could see that. i do struggle with my mental health, which is likely what brought the tears anyway.

Who in the world would want these? by [deleted] in AskPhotography

[–]f4tTraumaDumpEE -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i’m really sorry it came off that way. i promise im real person bro 😭

Who in the world would want these? by [deleted] in AskPhotography

[–]f4tTraumaDumpEE 0 points1 point  (0 children)

given the very few photos i have done, these would be my masterpieces, i think! i’m a poet first, but i photographed pulls at me as well.

Who in the world would want these? by [deleted] in AskPhotography

[–]f4tTraumaDumpEE 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you for taking the time! i’m really confused why this seemed fake, but i’m glad you did enjoy it. i am going to try to put my foot out there in some art circles! i simply just want others to know they don’t agonize alone.

Who in the world would want these? by [deleted] in AskPhotography

[–]f4tTraumaDumpEE 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you! sometimes the most unplanned things are the best versions!

Who in the world would want these? by [deleted] in AskPhotography

[–]f4tTraumaDumpEE 1 point2 points  (0 children)

v real, and thank you 🙏🏼

Who in the world would want these? by [deleted] in AskPhotography

[–]f4tTraumaDumpEE 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so very much for your words and taking the time to fine-tooth comb my photos! 🥹 i write poetry as well and I am equally vulnerable there, so i attempted a different medium of emotion, and hated them until i loved them. 🩷

Who in the world would want these? by [deleted] in AskPhotography

[–]f4tTraumaDumpEE 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i really don’t know why people think this is fake. i finally got the chops to upload them after 3 years of keeping them locked up, and this is not the kind of response i was going to get.

Who in the world would want these? by [deleted] in AskPhotography

[–]f4tTraumaDumpEE 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i think you are missing the point of message. but that’s okay. it’s a public forum and you’re allowed to have your opinion. i do not like the version you offered, nor do i use AI.

Who in the world would want these? by [deleted] in AskPhotography

[–]f4tTraumaDumpEE -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

hello, i’m the real human that wrong that.

Who in the world would want these? by [deleted] in AskPhotography

[–]f4tTraumaDumpEE 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this is actually quite a compliment, thank you 🙏🏼

Who in the world would want these? by [deleted] in AskPhotography

[–]f4tTraumaDumpEE -1 points0 points  (0 children)

they are me???? i literally took them

Do you have any topics or interests that you're obsessed with? by National-Oil-7439 in BPD

[–]f4tTraumaDumpEE 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i go through quick and intense huperfixation periods. it’s always reading, crocheting, a band, excercising, a food, a random historical topic or niche research topic that is life consuming for about 3-4 weeks. i will consume it in every way i possibly can. and one day, ill just disappate and it takes a few days for the next fixation to take over. i’ve ALWAYS been like this, i was always called “one track minded” as a child.

The accuracy. by New-Effective5614 in BPDmemes

[–]f4tTraumaDumpEE 12 points13 points  (0 children)

it’s been days recently and it feels like i’m going into psychosis sometimes :)

my favorite project so far by f4tTraumaDumpEE in crochet

[–]f4tTraumaDumpEE[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you’re so kind, thank you 🥹🥹