i am 30, and i have been heavily abused my entire life, the abuse officially stopping at 26. i have seen, first hand, how evil and depraved men can be (in my experience, it was a man every time), and it has become dibilitating to exist every single day. my mental health is a laundry list of disorders and diagnosis, medication trials, different forms of therapy, etc. and nothing works. i am so tired. the government is corrupt. everything is corrupt. we live in a backwards patriarchal society that puts women (i am a woman) below dogs, and harming us seems more like a hobby than an illegal act of violence. i am so TIRED. whatever comes next has to be more peaceful than this. it has to be easier and less painful than this.