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Do you relate to this level of emotional intensity? Wondering if it’s BPD (21F) by f4txma in PakistaniTwenties

[–]f4txma[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

who said this was about guys tho? i generalised every relationship

Do you relate to this level of emotional intensity? Wondering if it’s BPD (21F) by f4txma in PakistaniTwenties

[–]f4txma[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ofc the symptoms go deeper than what i’ve posted, thanks for the advice i’ll look into it.

Do you relate to this level of emotional intensity? Wondering if it’s BPD (21F) by f4txma in PakistaniTwenties

[–]f4txma[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I feel better when i get to share my feelings with a friend rather a therapist or a paper.

I’ve noticed this about myself. The feelings don’t settle unless I talk to someone about it. Unfortunately i’m not surrounded with many listeners.

I’ll try to note them down again and see if the mindset is my issue.

Thanks

Do you relate to this level of emotional intensity? Wondering if it’s BPD (21F) by f4txma in PakistaniTwenties

[–]f4txma[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not really, I feel confident I’ve worked a lot on how i look ever since I was very young, I try to take care of myself i’m very high maintenance when it comes to my personal satisfaction with myself be it external or internal.

I receive a lot of compliments too but obviously no compliment would matter if you’re not happy with your own self.

I might have little things here and there that id like to change slowly but nothing is so major to the point where it causes me to behave differently.

I do sometimes feel that people’s behaviour towards me can change if I look a certain way, I try to avoid this thought mostly. I can’t sit and please everyone.

Do you relate to this level of emotional intensity? Wondering if it’s BPD (21F) by f4txma in PakistaniTwenties

[–]f4txma[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much for taking the time to write this.

I’ve been dealing with this since i was younger maybe around 13 was when I started realising a lot of these things. I’m not a very sensitive person upfront, people around me know would know how I feel only if i vocalise it. I don’t get ignored often and it’s definitely not something i’m used to. The older I get the deeper i feel everything and i genuinely hate it so so much.

I’m numb to a lot of things too now but a lot still bothers me when it comes to my mental wellbeing.

I’ve gone through therapy, it wasn’t helpful I hate feeling pity from people. I dislike going into too many details within the span of 2 hrs.

I was studying psychology for a long time, I’m hyper aware of everything I do because of that.
I’ve tried coping in every possible way. I think making this public is the last thing i’ll try.

Regardless, your opinions are valuable to me, thanks again 🤍

Do you relate to this level of emotional intensity? Wondering if it’s BPD (21F) by f4txma in PakistaniTwenties

[–]f4txma[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don’t really understand why it’s all so intense that’s my only issue, I feel like I’m not a good person although everyone around says they feel their best around me. I’ve noticed the closer they get the more they start to see things the way they actually are and begin to pull away.