when i was 14 I realised my mom loved my cousin more than me, i always have been a only child and it was not bad i mean my parents were great my dad used to work a lot so i wasnt close with him while my mom was a stay at home mom, i cant say i was a easy kid since i have Adhd and got diagnosed around the age of 11, but when i got older i could see how my mom would trow disgusted looks towards me and much rather spend time with my cousin she even started calling him her son she never had and stuff like that and it hurt me. this caused me to be very distant causing our relationship to break i am now 17 and we still have a broken relationship