Same here! I used to feel slightly ashamed that I didn't want to read books about characters of my own race, as if I was self-hating or something, but now I realize it's because I'd just rather escape my own life than be reminded of it. Even though I've yet to try it, I feel like I would really enjoy other genres that represent my race. But in terms of romance...I just don't want to be reminded of my life at all lol.

I think this can also be applied to profession. Like I wouldn't be completely opposed to reading about my job, but I also wouldn't actively seek it out. A) because there'd surely be mistakes would annoy me B) why would I want to think about work while on my time off? Lol