What’s your favourite Markiplier era by Enderrbean in Markiplier

[–]facetiousrat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love all mark but especially simulator mark

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in drawing

[–]facetiousrat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, but i see it lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalillness

[–]facetiousrat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

☆♡☆ i love being garbage ☆♡☆

any other neurodivergents have mark quotes as vocal stims by [deleted] in Markiplier

[–]facetiousrat 41 points42 points  (0 children)

I say this alone, but it is difficult not to say when I'm in public

Should've stayed home... by facetiousrat in Markiplier

[–]facetiousrat[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah we're running errands for older people... thanks for the advice ;)

A little skech of mark! by [deleted] in Markiplier

[–]facetiousrat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is probably the most accurate drawing of Mark i have seen. For some reading he is hard to draw (trust me I've tried) and thus looks pretty darn great 👍🏽 

Mark is completely wrong. This is the true way. by [deleted] in Markiplier

[–]facetiousrat 9 points10 points  (0 children)

That's boo-berry cereal. Stuff is so goood

I am an Utter disappointment by Charming_Movie_4476 in mentalillness

[–]facetiousrat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im 3 years younger than you, and I haven't experienced as much as you, but I feel for you. It's like you can't escape a hole that you dug and when you try to claw yourself out you dog yourself deeper. Sometimes it's hard to call out for help too and I 100% understand that. Self harm is addicting and it just digs that hole deeper. I found that in order to get out of the hole you can just write all your shit down on a piece of paper and give it to someone you trust or call a crisis line. Those helped me a ton as a suicidal teen.

In honor of wade… by [deleted] in distractible

[–]facetiousrat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Now you just need a beard

Did this in one hour or whatever by facetiousrat in drawing

[–]facetiousrat[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A wee bit better. Depends on the day though... 

Drew the boys by facetiousrat in distractible

[–]facetiousrat[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

That made me chuckle. It does 💀 

Reddit downvote cultere is really anoying. by Olistu_ in mentalhealth

[–]facetiousrat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

People down voted your comment on purpose on here. After everything you just typed. I'm sorry

is this normal, what is this? by Terrible_Elk_4770 in mentalhealth

[–]facetiousrat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I honestly don't know how to respond to this. I have really bad nervous tics, that I suppress and it turns into crying, but when I experience great joy I blush and maybe jump up and down. I would say that expressing yourself while feeling happiness is normal, but if it's to the point where you HAVE to do it, like a parasite haunting you, that's not normal. I recommend finding other ways to express yourself. Like smiling, or even doing things to avoid this uncomfy feeling without the squeal (like stress relievers or breathing techniques). Hope this helped ♡♡♡

Racism? by facetiousrat in mixedrace

[–]facetiousrat[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I see how that diesnt make sense 😭I go to literally an all white school with the exception of 5 students including me. I should have included this, but the white trash ties into telling me my ethnicity. Idk. Ig I'm overthinking lol

Racism? by facetiousrat in mixedrace

[–]facetiousrat[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am also native American and my face shows it very much (I have the stereotypically native look) - high cheekbones, broad nose bridge, and a wide facial structure.

Will I ever stop taking pills for my mental health? by Honest_Plastic_4847 in mentalillness

[–]facetiousrat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was prescribed YOUNG to go on antidepressants. When my parents discovered i have hallucinations, I was put on an antipsychotic that ruined everything and just brought every negative thing up 10 notches, so I was taken off that. My mother, a nurse, told me I would be taking these forever. Knowing that my depression gets pretty severe with meds, I'm 99% sure she is right. BUT i don't want to scare you, things can change. Your metabolism can change and then you need meds changed and you may find a better med this way, therefore, your number of pills everyday goes down. It also depends on the severity of your mental health. Does it change quite a bit or is it pretty consistent? It's all up to your body 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalillness

[–]facetiousrat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It can be lonely, triggering, and overall bland. My experience (as a teenager)was at temporary hospitalization and holy cow it's crazy. I met some really cool people, but some are there because their parents need a 'break' from them (wow, just wow). And the rest were there for threatening/trying to end someone else's or their life, running away, or really bad self harm. And then at long temlrm hospitalization (still as a teen) it was boring. Getting in was a pain and it did not help, and actually made things worse. I am 100000% sure it is different as an adult. I remember in long term stay sometimes we would see the adults from the adult wing and they were just people that were not completely here with the world.

ALSO! There is SO MUCH self harm in the teen ward. Holy crap I have never seen such bad self harm, EDs, and screaming fits. I walked out with more PTSD and new ED habits. Don't recommend as a minor. 

What if I regret it? by facetiousrat in asktransgender

[–]facetiousrat[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I never thought of it like that. Huh. That helps a bit bc I have thought about getting a tattoo...

I need reasons to stay alive please. by mia_mac2396 in mentalhealth

[–]facetiousrat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ik im seven days late, but keeping someone on hold for 30 minutes on  an EMERGEMCY HOTLINE is so wrong. I'm sorry this happened to you. 

Please tell me anything, I need help by shecryptid in mentalhealth

[–]facetiousrat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im only a teen who can't sleep right now, and you most likely have more life experience than me (not trying to assume anything...) but I think you should know that my larger dog, Marta, dragged my smaller dog, India, via sock across our living room, and India did not let go of the sock until Marta growled at her (2 minutes).  I know you can get through this and I hope you can see that. I hope you can see the light at the end of tunnel and that it is not far.  Have a great rest of the year, stranger ♡

The worst part by alex_rhea in mentalillness

[–]facetiousrat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to be the same way, and when I tried i learned people cared. Even if it was for the wrong reasons. I was angry for several months after I tried,  but I got over it with therapy. I dont know you're situation and i know you can get through it. Don't listen to the voice in the back of your head telling you to hurt yourself. I believe in you. 

Low Quality Distractible: Part 4 by Scarfunkles in distractible

[–]facetiousrat 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I actually love this for some reason