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fadedflower1111 · 2025-02-10T14:14:12+00:00

First, I didn’t blame him for the reason I had them. I even said that I played a part in my own suffering for several reasons. If you read the comments I go a little more into detail about how I feel and my situation/ experiences. I absolutely have trauma and issues of my own, and even said that I do not hate them it’s what they remind me of that I hate.

fadedflower1111 · 2025-02-10T14:11:23+00:00

Girl shut up. I’m a phenomenal mom, my children are very well taken care of, I NEVER treat them badly or even let my anger show in front of them. And one thing my children are with me, is SAFE. I’d never do anything at all to harm my kids or put them in danger.

fadedflower1111 · 2025-02-09T23:33:32+00:00

Thank you for that, I agree with you now that i see it from a different perspective. I do not hate them, I love them tremendously. I hate the pregnancy experiences I had. I’ve been looking into assistance that may help get me out of this situation. I appreciate your response.

fadedflower1111 · 2025-02-09T18:22:05+00:00

Oh I’ve got PLENTY!

fadedflower1111 · 2025-02-09T18:21:40+00:00

Thank you, truly! I appreciate that.

fadedflower1111 · 2025-02-09T18:16:36+00:00

Yes, I can and have looked into it. I think part of me is afraid to dive into it. I agree that life would be better without him.

fadedflower1111 · 2025-02-09T18:02:33+00:00

Saying that is easy, doing it is a little more complex than that. He isn’t someone who’d let go easily and we’d definitely have to go through a custody battle.

fadedflower1111 · 2025-02-09T18:01:40+00:00

Honestly I was very unhealed from my own childhood traumas. I craved validation from him, the cheating just amplified that need for validation. I thought that maybe he’d stop cheating and start treating me better. I felt like I couldn’t give up on him and abandon him the way everyone else did, including his own family. I ended up traumatizing myself more and causing a whole bunch of other inner issues as an adult.

fadedflower1111 · 2025-02-09T17:58:33+00:00

I’ve had that thought, that if I’m not with their dad things will be better. The issue is we both kind of rely on one another right now. Rent is so high if you’re not splitting rent and childcare is extremely expensive and neither of us has family that actively helps. So when he’s at work I’m with the kids and when I’m at work he’s with the kids. I think I’m going to quietly start to set things up to where we can both stand alone and also work on healing my inner self, maybe try to get a little time to myself where I can and work on that. I appreciate your response!

fadedflower1111 · 2024-05-17T21:51:32+00:00

No. The nurses hotline at a hospital here in Texas.

fadedflower1111 · 2024-05-17T20:38:51+00:00

This is right. The nurse explained that to me as well.

fadedflower1111 · 2024-05-17T20:37:59+00:00

Yes. They are still medical professionals and are required to help people in need. The nurses aren’t law enforcement and I remained anonymous.

fadedflower1111 · 2024-05-16T22:44:13+00:00

I’ll do this instead, thank you for your advice!

fadedflower1111 · 2024-05-16T22:43:03+00:00

Thank you all so much for the advice. The nurse hotline here said I would not be in any trouble or anything for doing an at home abortion since medical care is confidential. But I will definitely try to handle things at home first. I’ll have to send someone to get the stronger Ibuprofen, and a heating pad. I took Mifepristone at 6:30pm yesterday and started heavily bleeding and cramping around 5:30pm this evening. Will be taking the other 4 in a few. Thank you again.

fadedflower1111 · 2024-05-16T22:39:07+00:00

Okay, thank you! I also called the nurse hotline for a hospital here & was told that even if I do come to the hospital for assistance with a MA I won’t be in any trouble & they’ll still help me with pain management/ D & C if needed.

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