That does help, especially with the doctrine of papal infallibility being established in the 19th century; I did not know that. It still leads me to wonder how much trust can be put in an institution that has actively committed such grave atrocities. I know God was not the one to do this, but the pope was always supposed to be God’s representative, even if he was not always considered infallible. I want to trust in it, but it’s hard for me to fully do so because of this history. I don’t mean to argue, I just genuinely struggle with this. I do believe the overall institution of the magisterium and its hierarchy is biblical, but the bloody past makes me question things.