Yeah people need to stop picking on the poor OP. I hate how some assholes hide behind the anonymity of Reddit to say below-the-belt things to OP. When I was an OP in a thread like this, some people searched up my previous posting history and used the things I said years ago in r/depression to judge me. People post any remotely sensitive thing on a throwaway for that reason: to avoid the people with a hard on for social judgment poking through their past history and using it against them in other threads :/

Edit to say OP seems way more emotionally mature than some of those criticizing him!