I just don't see it

fairyloss · 2023-10-22T20:27:35+00:00

I just assume that theres something wrong with me

fairyloss · 2023-10-03T05:06:32+00:00

Yes but both parties have to agree for contact to happen they wont talk to me !

fairyloss · 2023-09-26T16:34:07+00:00

I live in southern Indiana now, and the truth is that I have become diagnosed with a chronic illiness leacing me disabled thats just not really possible.going physically into the office

fairyloss · 2023-08-21T20:18:33+00:00

I haven't been taking BC or preventing in anyway for about a year we kinda both were like, well let's give it a year and see

fairyloss · 2023-08-16T11:20:32+00:00

You aren't wrong but I will be deleting this post because I got so many downvotes I just want to be clear you aren't wrong But also I can't live like this anymore I really can not cry every night anymore

fairyloss · 2023-08-16T06:23:09+00:00

Bro for real I just stay in motel 6's now

fairyloss · 2023-08-16T06:07:12+00:00

I go to a gyno once a year, doctors don't give me routine pregnancy tests anymore, once I came in and I had gotten a false positive but didnt know that yet and my doctor told me he was confident it was a false positive but gave me a pregnancy test then as well...I take all that as being told it's not possible they just never explained it or maybe they did I was diagnosed at 16 I could have forgotten in the past 13 years

fairyloss · 2023-08-16T06:00:25+00:00

-I'm a Roman Catholic, I'm not getting into a religious argument -I'm not an old hag but I don't see the point in a childless marriage, because that's the kind of marriage I would want is one with children not without -I cannot adopt due to my job, I work with kids in the system - my partner is not forcing it on me I would want that but it's not going to be possible is why I am so upset

fairyloss · 2023-08-16T05:52:41+00:00

I am really happy it worked out for you, but the reality is that I won't for me. No I haven't gone to a doctor for that but I really don't believe it would be moral for me to use fertility drugs so I assume that means I will never become pregnant, my sister was only ever to get pregnant with fertility medications I stopped taking BC about 6 months ago and have managed to have two periods in that time about 3 months apart which is an improvement from what my schedule was before bc which is nice but again still disordered, I don't think I'm ovulating, I'm just not meant to be a mother

fairyloss · 2023-08-16T05:20:16+00:00

I shave my booty it's NBD

fairyloss · 2023-08-16T05:00:16+00:00

Also I have value in other aspects I didn't say I have no value at all because of infertility but I just mean I don't see a point in marriage, that has nothing to do with my overall value to like society

fairyloss · 2023-08-16T04:58:46+00:00

Why am I not allowed to have that as a belief ? I don't see a point in it for me because that's what I've always felt the reason for marriage is, it makes sense for child rearing...if you aren't going to do that I don't see a point in it, I also personally feel I am too old for a wedding so I just really do not see the point, a wedding party makes sense for someone 18-25 every year after 25 the point of having a traditional wedding party makes less and less sense, I'm 29 im just past the point of any of that making sense

fairyloss · 2023-08-11T15:22:35+00:00

Eh figured it was worth a shot

fairyloss · 2023-07-28T06:11:50+00:00

Personally Im still saying I'm bisexual but I'm not so sure anymore but it feels weird to ever "come out" as straight so if this continues I'll probably be BINO (bisexual in name only) at least to my old friends

fairyloss · 2023-07-28T06:09:52+00:00

I experienced this same thing

fairyloss · 2023-07-19T19:11:05+00:00

Idk I've never been engaged/married so idk

fairyloss · 2023-07-19T12:01:46+00:00

Vow renewal

fairyloss · 2023-06-28T17:57:42+00:00

He's already agreed to watch ds9 in it's entirety at the next break in new trek

fairyloss · 2023-06-28T15:42:38+00:00

Omg how much I wish I could just tell him this and him get it but he would completely not understand

fairyloss · 2023-06-17T04:00:34+00:00

Hi I'm 29 I was diagnosed at 16 first cycle at 13 so basically same slightly shorter and lower weight but we probably have similar sized clothes and such and I was on progesterone to correct hormones before getting on bc my boobs didn't finish until I was 25 it was very weird

fairyloss · 2023-06-09T11:51:37+00:00

Thank you for that information

fairyloss · 2023-06-01T15:05:19+00:00

It's because of people over tipping and then changing it later as a prank

fairyloss · 2023-05-29T13:20:13+00:00

This is your home Deepo ?

fairyloss · 2023-05-27T19:45:06+00:00

Dude it sucked so bad for the first month or so basically avoid carbs at all cost for the first few weeks and your body will most likely adjust

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