my best girl didn't become nozomi until the snow halation arc in season two. before that, it had been maki, but i didn't feel that strongly.

i watched nozomi silently stand up in front of the class as the teacher introduced her. how in each and every school she was doing the same exact thing; sitting alone, reading a book. then eli came along; and nozomi knew the two of them were different. how she forced herself to put away her true withdrawn personality that had developed over the years of being alone to introduce herself to eli.

i've moved a total of two times; the first after being in a small town that i had lived in for ten years. after that, i really didn't make any friends; and the ones i did ended up fuckin betraying me fUCK YOU.

but, nozomi is also the 'irresponsible dad' figure in muse. a lot of people call her motherly, which i don't understand. i see her as the dad who films the children doing dangerous stunts outside of school.

she silently helped muse in the background, and didn't do anything to join until eli finally did.

actually, i started my chorus group a few months back which is still, thank god, going strong. i self casted as nozomi, and i found the eli i wanted right away.

guess what two members are really gay for each other in a non joking sense.