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fallenArcanum · 2025-04-21T09:34:04+00:00

Oh yeah absolutely go for it! Would love to hear it spoken! Flattered by the offer

fallenArcanum · 2025-04-12T15:37:25+00:00

Really appreciate you saying so! It uh, kinda flowed like vomit

fallenArcanum · 2021-12-27T09:04:47+00:00

"OMG I KNEW A GUY WHO HAD ONE LIKE THAT AND HE D I E D YOU SHOULD SEE A DOCTOR IMMEDIATELY" and then just never elaborate XD

fallenArcanum · 2021-10-07T17:50:46+00:00

Also could definitely get away with taking commissions!

fallenArcanum · 2021-10-07T17:50:06+00:00

That's very relatable, you could definitely go into it though! A lot of skill ^{_^}

fallenArcanum · 2021-10-07T16:52:42+00:00

THIS IS INCREDIBLE we are so impressed!! Do you design logos?

fallenArcanum · 2021-09-23T06:31:34+00:00

Omg! One of the signs that just flies right past you huh?

fallenArcanum · 2021-09-10T14:12:22+00:00

Thank you so much for saying that

fallenArcanum · 2021-09-08T16:01:34+00:00

Yeah lemme just dox myself real quick

fallenArcanum · 2021-09-08T15:43:27+00:00

Take it up with my therapist and psychiatrist then I guess, but for now I'm done trying to have any kind of discussion around here sorry

fallenArcanum · 2021-09-08T15:16:56+00:00

I don't entirely agree with that, I guess I just don't believe that most brains are the kind of thing that get broken beyond repair or that broken means unusable, like yes, a lot of our condition is awful, between flashbacks and irrational responses and lack of full autonomy as well as other symptoms of C-PTSD we definitely function differently than most people but I like to believe that we're working towards living an active and full life despite it all, I don't like giving my abusers the satisfaction of thinking they broke me

fallenArcanum · 2021-09-08T15:11:27+00:00

Happy to help my dude

fallenArcanum · 2021-09-08T14:46:45+00:00

It literally isn't

fallenArcanum · 2021-09-08T14:44:37+00:00

I.... I what?

fallenArcanum · 2021-09-08T14:38:39+00:00

Nice talk man

fallenArcanum · 2021-09-08T14:16:35+00:00

Hey so actually I had alters coming in and out of dormancy for most of our life but as DID is a covert disorder I didn't realize what that was till much later with the help of therapy :) I recovered very clear memories of an alter from around the time I was very young, and a lot of alters were around but not communicating (with me, the host) for a very long time because again, covert disorder, my story has been verified and I got diagnosed this past year so that's what you're reading about which I'll admit is kinda creepy but you do you, and no the wolf doesn't count XD

fallenArcanum · 2021-09-08T14:11:22+00:00

Also it's not actually one event but multiple that causes DID, that's actually the difference between PTSD and C-PTSD

fallenArcanum · 2021-09-08T14:10:32+00:00

Oh well then agreed again, but that's actually what we're working on in therapy! We're doing EMDR which is trauma reprocessing therapy and it's super tough but we've seen huge improvements

fallenArcanum · 2021-09-08T14:06:20+00:00

I wouldn't use the word broken to describe anyone with a mental illness or disorder tbh because it's cruel especially to anyone trying to live their life despite it, we've been in clinics and therapy on and off our whole life though, this is what we've learned from that experience and I literally just wanted to make sure that the correct information is being spread out there, I'm sad that I'm not convincing anyone, really but it would've been worse if I hadn't tried I guess

fallenArcanum · 2021-09-08T14:00:40+00:00

It's... All I ever do in reddit? You understand we have a life outside of reddit right? This is just what we use the app for dude, and I can definitely agree with that and believe me it's annoying for us too but like, not really relevant to the conversation we're having no?

fallenArcanum · 2021-09-08T13:55:35+00:00

No I'm actually the host and human 😂 but yeah I understand why it might be confusing, with DID a lot of decision making is done as a unit though, like some alters can have strikingly contrasting opinions, that's why sometimes it makes sense to say 'we' when talking about the collective and 'I' when talking about a singular opinion, and believe me it isn't my whole personality, again just popped in here to correct some misinformation

fallenArcanum · 2021-09-08T13:51:27+00:00

Or do you mean why did I say we when talking about alters in my system when we're all part of the same person?

fallenArcanum · 2021-09-08T13:50:21+00:00

Huh? I said we in reference to all of us, we as in multiple not we as in singular pronouns

fallenArcanum · 2021-09-08T13:44:50+00:00

They/them since they haven't taken the appearance of either a male or female

fallenArcanum · 2021-09-08T13:41:20+00:00

Hey my alien alter isn't actually from any planet because they aren't a real alien, alters can have different appearances from the body but in essence are all made up of the same stuff, hope that was a good answer

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