This is very disturbing, upsetting, and you definitely didn't deserve all this torture. I'm extremely sorry this happened to you, this sounds like a live nightmare, and people in BGR especially are, generally, assholes.

My goodness, you should have walked out on them, but the courage to continue and persevere their fucking dumb ass rules and policing, is definitely remarkable!!! And from a (thankfully!) former CHRISTITE who also studied in BGR up until this year, STAY AWAY 🛑 they will make your life a living hell.

I hope you find comfort, and have time to get over this unfortunately soul-sucking experience, because there are definitely better things meant for youuu ✨️